let me settle some stuff first!
link or refer back to the previous post.
"let me rule my life!"
the part about hyde thingy.
get that part?? good.

yes. i do refer to someone.
but not to only one person,
it's a group of them.
it's not all referring to you either.
it's partially.

my day was bad that day.
it's raining that day.
not much people said hi to me.
only one. it's samuel.
i passed by many whom i knew,
they ignore my greetings and
just walked pass.

so what's the big deal?
ya... so what's the big deal??
i also wanna know.
it's so not like other days
when plenty of people walking pass me
and say hi or
have a little chat before moving on.
i feel that i was left out instantly.

the last straw came when
you just coindentally walked by me
without seeing me.
that's make my day worst!
though i knew that you dont mean it
and you really nv see me,
but i just can't help it coz 
it's the LAST thing
which i ever expected to happen to me
on such a lousy day.

i'm not trying to be unreasonable
and find fault in you.
i know it's so immature to blame you.
it's just that i need to let it out.
maybe i just let too much of it out
just like what terry had said.
but i dont really want to
make you feeling lousy
when you're super stress up.

forget about it la.... come on...
he wont get to see this post anyway.
okay. fine. may just as well stop here.

okay back to today's open hse.
not much people turn up.
i bet they went to VIP open hse la.
our open hse is on the newspaper today.
cool!

registration and info booth
is fun and slack.
slacking with terry and JJ.
thanks to terry for talking to me
thanks to JJ for your windbreaker.
denise is there to provide
her duper duper good massage.
thanks denise for your wonderful massage.
haha. ms azyanty is so nice.
there's many weird parents today.
they asked weird stuff.
like for example:

• what is tested for the internal english and math test?
  
• what is tested for the GAT test?
• what must my child prepare to score high for GAT?
• how to prepare our children for the test?
• what is asked for the interview?
• how to get through the interview?
• what are the type of  students that the sch is looking out for?
• what are the few things to tkae note during the interview?
• what are you all doing in sch??

omg la.. answers to these qns.

• all the internal test and GAT test can't be prepared.
  
• GAT test is to test for your IQ. you can't prepare. so if your IQ is low, then too bad la coz even if you prepare also no use. 
  
• the internal test is a secret. only the teachers will know what will be tested. if you know, that means you know. dont know, then dont know la. simple as that.
  
• how on earth will we know what will be asked for the interviews la. pls for goodness sake. this is not oral test or presentation.
• type of  students that the sch is looking out for? haha. go ask the principal or go listen to the principal's talk la. come over here and ask us for what?? use some of your kidney la... the sch knows it better or us??
• you can go check out what we have been doing in class or in sch from the other seminars or booth. this is the info and registration booth! ask the ambassadors la.

last of all, all i want to say is
as a parents, you must know
who to ask those qns and
how to ask it with brains.
be confident with your child.
dont ask weirds qns like
what will be asked for interviews
and what will be tested.

that is not showing the correct attitude.
that is not showing respect to your kid.
you're underestimating your child.
you're not having any faith in them or their ability.

as for the college,
i believe that they'll
provide the best for your child.
that's all. THE END to all those weird stuff today.

oh ya. i almost lost my tablet.
thanks to MR OM.
he took it away.
he didn't want to return it back to me
till i gave him those type of
i-wanna-cry look.
he totally dont believe that
that tablet is mine la.
me make me log in to my com
and he expected me
to open my hotmail account too.

btw, thanks to zengan for hearing me out
when in times of need.
thanks alot.
you're just there to assure me.
you're just there to calmme down.
thanks alot.
really thanks.

feel super down
when on my way home.
it got worst when i'm home,
lying on my bed.
my heart just sinks
each and every time
when a music is played.
i can't sleep.
my heart had this sudden emptiness.
i dont know what's wrong with me.

i think i have lost too much these day.
the world is falling apart.
losing things is easy.
find it back is difficult.
i knew it.
i have once lost it all,
i dont want to lose it ever again.
i want to find it all back.
i need the courage to find it back.
i need the confident to find it back.
i need it now badly.

omg...i want a big dosage of HUGS now!