went to visit JL.
crapped alot.
realised alot.

many frienships are unhealthy these day.
people are taking things for granted.
people are not opening themselves up.
people are just being self-centred(selfish).
people are just acting as a hypocrite.
people are just backstabbing you once you turn ard.
people are just treating you as a backup.
people are just taking you as a subtitute(sp?).

why dont they just be honest with one another?
why can't treat them importantly coz
each and everyone is an unique individual?
why dont you think that you are important to your friends?
why treat people the way you dont want people to treat you?

hm...maybe just becoz so those people and things,
it make us a different person.

to KIM and JL:
i'm now asking my birthday present from you two.
you all have no right to say no!
coz it's my birthday!
i want you two to...
PATCH UP!
i want to see you two on talking terms!
i dont care who is in fault first.
i dont care who is to say sorry first.
i dont care who is going to lose their face.
i dont know how you two is gonna patch up.
but all i want to see is that....
you two celebrating my birthday together with me
after my OBS tip.
i want to hear good news.
i dont want bad news.