okay people. i'm here to have a quick post
coz i'm freaking tired and i need to sleep asap.
i'm deprived of slp!

okay... so this morning is like OMG!
i hardly get down my bed! my limbs are numb!
coz i only slpt at 2 am thanks to ms cheah.
LA is so screwed! forget abt it. training.
very little ppl turned up coz now is
the period of intensive training for singles.
played match with my seniors. lost to all.
my seniors, esp jia hao, were nice today.
managed to gain some confidence after a few matches.
hm... i guess i have to brush up my skills.
homed. mommy fetch. daddy told me sth
which i know that i'm at fault.
i hope that it wont be a great attack to my mom.

this thing happened some days ago.
my mum was telling me some family stuff.
so she went on about how my dad is being so conservative,
expect me to marry in the traditional method and be a hsewife.
i'm like wth la. so this is what i told my mommy:

i wont do whatever papa wants me to do! it's so stupid.
who is going to wear like a big angpao to marry?
besides, this is 20th century! why must i become a hsewife?
i can go out and work if i like.*blah blah*
if daddy insist his way,then too bad. 
i will just left the hse to stay in hostel if i get to local uni.
if i got the chance to go overseas, even better.
i will just settle down there, build my family and nv come back.
who will want to come back to such a place la.

accrding to my dad, my mom was so sad that she almost cried.
i'm sorry for what i say. i do not meant to hurt her,
but i just want to tell her how i feel.
i hope that i can do sth now to make her feel better.
i know these words should not reach her ears even if it's true.
or worst still ... it should not come out from my mouth.

anyway,my mommy feel like transferring me to a better JC
where i wont have that much stress and all.
but TJ is already considered as the slackest JC out of the top few JCs.
my dad told me that they MIGHT want to send me to australia
to study after this year coz they find
Singapore's education system is too stress for me to handle.
hey, i guess i need to prove them that i can have sufficient slp first
or... BYEBYE to TJ and my friends from next year onwards.
haix... i dont know what to say. i need to slp now.