waiting for my sis to come home
coz my dad is super paranoid now.
these days have been to her place to study.
i love the peace of her house, the snacks and drinks.

it was ever that productive and happy
when i studied at her place.
i love the korea seaweed,
the 1-year-expired 70% cocoa dark choco,
orea, cake and biscuits and apple syrup drink.
the snacks are really something that helps me to destress.
oh well, but i should just watch what i eat.haha.

sleeping is something that i looking forward everyday.
i just hope that i will nv wake up
coz i wont want to work.
i wont know how to face the world,
the ppl and their expectation.
it has been really tired.
if there's a switch in life,
i will choose to nv switch it on from the start,
at least i dont have to experience life.
when you nv experience,
it is always the best and the most perfect
coz you wont get to see its flaws.
i wonder if purpose of my presence is to work till death.

there's so many things that are beyond our control.
felt so helpless when things happen.
just accept our fate no matter we like it or not.
what's the point? why is it like that?
too many question. too complicate.

i guess i'm falling sick soon.
i should take a long break being alone.
a break is meant for a longer journey

so tired. so tired. so tired.
when can i end my journey of life?