fern looking at the outside world now...

blogthings again.....

2009-08-09T13:36:00.002+08:00

You Are The Brain

You're the type of person who's always on, always churning.
You are alert and quick to react. You like to stay busy.

You are responsible but also demanding. You take up a lot of energy.
You are someone of deep mystery. There's a lot below the surface that's hard to figure out.

What Internal Organ Are You?

You Are a Red Velvet Cupcake

You are sensual and self-indulgent. If it feels good, you'll do it.
You're drawn to gorgeous, sexy people. You can't help it if you want your friends to be attractive!

You are like a cupcake because you are completely decadent and over the top.
You believe life is too short to deprive yourself. You rather overdo it than go without.

What Flavor Cupcake Are You?

You Are a Coconut Flavored Popsicle

You are easygoing. For you, summer is definitely a time to kick back.
You are a peaceful soul. You shy away from drama and stress.

You are a warm and compassionate. You give everyone a fair chance.
Your tastes tend to be simple. You rather have a few high quality items than a bunch of junk.

What Flavor Popsicle Are You?

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous.
You tend to be successful at anything you try.
A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.
You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

What the House Test Says About You

You have a high opinion of yourself. You think that you are quite important in the scheme of things... definitely more important than most people.

You can't stand community oriented people and annoying "buy local" campaigns. You prefer to live the best life possible, and that doesn't really involve many other people.

You are a social, friendly, and giving person. You like to bring people together and make them feel happy.

You look attractive, but mostly because your rely on your natural good looks to get by.
You find it hard to be enthusiastic about much. You are a picky person.

The House Test

You Are a Sweet Person

When it comes to snacks, you're more likely to grab some candy than heat up a pizza.
There's a good chance you're female (women prefer sweet snacks)...
Or at least, you prefer to be in the company of women.

Your tastes are simple and predictable. You are young at heart.
You tend to crave food you can just grab and eat.

Are You Sweet or Salty?

You Are a Burrito

You're not a picky person. You're able to go with the flow and really enjoy life.
You have a taste for the exotic, and you're quite adventurous. You're willing to try almost anything.

You're very low maintenance. You don't mind getting a bit messy if it means having fun.
You aren't superficial or easily impressed. Someone has to be the real deal if they're going to impress you.

What Kind of Fast Food Are You?

You Are a Brownie

Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted.
Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are.

What Dessert Are You Most Like?

You Want to Impress People You Know

You want friends and family to think you're beautiful. You mostly focus on inner beauty and being a good person.

You want everyone you meet to think you're brilliant. Being seen as intelligent is important for your self esteem.

You are at your most playful when you are around family and friends. You are more serious around people you don't know well.

You let strangers see parts of you right away, but you believe in keeping some things private.
You are open to becoming close to people, but it takes some time. You don't let just anyone in.

Who Do You Want to Impress?

You Are Ceramics

You are open to the world and it's possibilities. You are able to start something without knowing how it will end.
You trust your intuition above everything else. Going with your gut often works out.

You believe that every day objects can and should be art.
The best art allows ordinary life to be more stylish and beautiful.

What Type of Art Are You?

You Are Fast Forward

Compared to most people, you are impatient and antsy.
You are action oriented and love adventure. You don't care much for downtime.

You like the skip the boring stuff and get to the good stuff. You don't like interruptions.
You can't stand anything slow. You live your life in fast lane and expect others to do the same.

What Remote Button Are You?

You Need Friends to Be Happy

You are a friendly, social person. You seek out connections and relationships.
Being close to others is very important to you, and you don't like discord.

You feel great when you're cooperating and working with others. You enjoy belonging to a group.
Nothing makes you feel worse that feeling alone or alienated. You want to be liked by those around you.

What Do You Need to Be Happy?

You Are Red

You are lively and fiery. You embrace the world and live passionately.
You are moody but generally enthusiastic. You love so many things.

You are able to have a lot of drive and focus. Some people would call this obsession.
You are aggressive about getting what you want in life. You look out for yourself first.

What Primary Color Are You?

You Are Skilled

You are balanced and competent. You value harmony.
Other people see you as outgoing, hyper, and even a bit overwhelming.

Your ideal romantic relationship is unconventional, wild, and very public.
You do best in tasks that require you to be logical, hard-working, and courageous.

The Shape Test

You Are Bitter

You aren't bitter at the world, even though you have a strong personality.
Instead, you are sophisticated and cultured. You appreciate acquired tastes.

You are very powerful. You have the ability to change a room's energy.
While some may find you disagreeable, your points of view are intelligent and interesting.

What Taste Are You?

You Are Affectionate

Your life is full of love and friendship - and you always have more to give.
You have an open heart. You are willing to take that leap and put your faith in people.

You see the good in everyone and everything. You are a very sympathetic person.
The people you love make you very happy. You feel warmly toward those around you.

What Kind of Happy Are You?

You Are a Ponytail

You are energetic, laid back, and a lot of fun. You are ready for whatever life throws at you.
Your idea of style is looking presentable. You prefer simple, well fitting, and neat clothes.

At your best, you are productive, inspiring, and full of live. You love to be active.
At your worst, you are hyperactive and frenzied. Sometimes it's hard for you to calm down.

What Hairstyle Are You?

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but you are not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

In love, you see everything as a grand adventure. You enjoy taking risks for love.
And if things don't work out, you're usually not too much worse for the wear!

You would make a great entrepreneur, marketing executive, or actor.
At work, you need a lot of freedom to pursue your own path and vision.

How you see yourself: Analytical, creative, and peaceful
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Detached, wishy-washy, and superficial

What's Your Personality Type?

FINALLY

2009-07-13T21:14:00.005+08:00

haha. hey people. i'm back again.
i'm so bored. alright... i think i'm just procrastinating.
shit should go revise my work now right isnt it?

anyway it's been 1 month past since i last updated.
haha... i finally took off my braces! yipee.
i'm wearing retainer now. cool huh? haha
eh... Jct is so-so. expect much better.
hm... shld start studying hard.
soccer is fine now. trying to pick up some goalkeeping skills.
PW is a struggle. eee.. kill me.

oh well, my brain and body is malfunctioning these days.
my brain cant catch up with my body.
yesterday i was super tired, my legs are soring and aching,
yet i insist on shopping with joyce.
my brain stops at soccer session in ECP,
yet my body is physically at bugis junction. that's weird.
btw... i dont know what's up with the soccer boys.
they keep offering me goalkeeping training.
i know they mean well... but it's damn funny la.
was watching the guys playing yesterday.

*cut in for a while*
(i was standing somewhere near the cage...
i'm watching the boy's game... then mr lee asked me
a totally-unexpected question.
MR LEE: Are you waiting for one of the guys to go home?
ME: [in the brain: OMG! NOoo!] hm... no.
MR LEE: so why are you standing here for?
ME: i'm just watching the game.
[i'm like damn OMG! KILL ME! i cant believe that
he suspected that i'm with one of the soccer guys.])
*back again*

caleb can split legs! haha. omg shld go learn from him.
actually i didnt have any intention of learning from him,
coz i tot that aaron will be a better teacher,
but i heard that his temper is not very good.
okay but i still asked caleb for help in the end.
justin is a big *****. haha even mr lee agrees. haha
dont know why he insisted on teaching me.
maybe he's going to play a prank on me.
hm.. leave an offline msg for KJ. he hasnt reply. sian....
i mean it's really bothering waiting for reply on msn.
when you say reply when you're free or take your time to reply...
it doesnt mean that you have the privilege
to take your own sweet time to reply.
instead, it means that as soon as you're free, reply asap.

so yesterday... i went bugis junction with joyce
and we went to buy converse shoe.
i'm going to wear it to school on monday. haha.
anyway i was feeling very out of shape these days.
i'm not feel very comfortable.
i guess it's due to bad sleeping habits.
oh well, i hope my eeyore can make up for it.

BACK FROM MANILA

2009-06-14T13:38:00.003+08:00

hey people. i'm finally back from manila.
read my tone: FINALLY.
the experience is really bad and
i guess that's the reason why
singapore dont encourage people to visit there.
this is the worst trip i ever been to.
nothing nice to see, nothing nice to eat,
the service sucks to hell, the air and water are polluted.
IN A NUT SHELL... nothing is good.

DAY 1:
as they all say that airport is the best gauge for
the country's development and
standard of the country's tourism industry.
from what i see and experience it's bad.
the custom officer(CO) is super rude to us.
she's very picky abt the particular form.
there's this part that requires me to fill 'place of stay'
which i can write the address/town/city
so i wrote the city's name: MANILA
CO: please be specific. MANILA is a very big place.
where are you staying?
ME:i dont know where we will be staying...
(coz it's a city tour! dude)
CO: how can you not know? sorry.
can you go to the side to fill up? NEXT!
okay... apparently i'm not the only one,
some japanese guys also kena the same thing too.
(their situation is even worse,
coz they dont speak english)
as for my sis who queued at other lane,
she manage to get pass very quickly
despite writing the same stuff.
anyway the air is freaking polluted
thanks to the jeepney car there.
btw they dont have road etiquette.
they honked every now and then.
they dont follow traffic light rules too.
they continue driving even when the light turns red.
WTF.
the hotel is !@#$%^&*(. it's a scam!
98% different from their webpage.
suck. their room is darn scary.
one of their beds has bed bugs. eeee...
the whole cities seem to live in the 60s/70s.
visited PHILIPPINE GENERAL HOSPITAL and
UNIVERSITIES OF the PHILIPPINES.
the buildings dont really suggest what they are meant for.
went to their shopping mall ROBINSON.
not much thing. imitations everywhere
and we had our lunch in a buffet restaurant.
the food is cheap but they suck to hell.
we went back hotel to wash up and guess what.
the water is alkaline and light yellowish brown colour.
eeee... so you can imagine how bad the water quality is.
the air is so dry and my skin starts to peel like crazy...
dinner at some unknown restaurant again.
the dinner sucks like hell. it's all seafood and
the seafood have all gone bad before it is cooked.
you can taste the fishy-stinky smell.
the only goood thing is their performance and ambiance.

DAY 2:
breakfast buffet in he hotel. one work: SUCK!
no yogurt, no sausage, no ham and no warm water,
no tea. even the waffle looks like pancake. HORRIBLE.
we went for historical tour ard the city. not much fun.
got to see some pony/horse carriage.
went to TAYGAYTAY to see the biggest volcano in the lake.
lunch at restaurant that is located on a mt near the volcano.
it's the best restaurant throughout the trip.
went to the biggest mall in asia (called: MALL OF ASIA)
it's like another vivocity. just that it's 3 times bigger.
didnt buy anything coz nothing suits me. sian.
buy clothings for meimei.
settle dinner in a western food restaurant.
food is really cheap but horrible as well.
cabbed back to hotel. the driver scare us to death.
there's some miscommunication. we said 'PEARL'
but he kept pronouncing as 'PALM'. WTF.

DAY 3:
breakfast in hotel too. thanks to dad.
i have yogurt for breakfast! YIPPEE.
continue city tour and went to this waterfall place.
we took a boat ride there. okay it's more like a kayak.
there's some people on the river trying to sell drinks to us.
we dont want to buy but the drink seller still throw 2 bottles
of drink onto the boat and claim that those are for the boatmen.
damn her. that's like forcing us to buy.
their river is freaking polluted and so is the waterfall.
yet my parents said that the water is so clear and clean.
liar liar.... okay. wash up at the waterboat club.
the water in the toilet smell like shit, you can smell the sulphur.
it's horrible. lunch. just like any other meals provided.
seafood meal. eeee... didnt even drink the seafood soup.
visited chinatown and their chinese mausoleum.
i have to admit that the mausoleum is grand and magnificent.
there are many big houses with toilets, kitchens and mahjong table
with big coffins inside. rushed to MALL OF ASIA.
the taxi driver conned us. damn you. go die.
last minute shopping for clothes and for dinner.
fast food for dinner inside the hotel room.

DAY 4 (LAST DAY):
breakfast again. haha. went down alone first
coz sis is taking her time to dress up.
the waitress is making life difficult for me.
('sorry madam, i will like to remind you
the dress code for breakfast: no flip-flops, no shorts)
excuse me, they are not flip-flops!
they are expensive sandals from NEWURBANMALES!
one pair of sandals cost you more than 1 day of your wage!
get that into your dog face.
went up to hotel room to look for sis and went down together.
apparently the waitress doesnt dare to pick on us anymore.
now it's time to revenge! haha.
we piled the plates in a very unstable way high up.
we purposely throw the honey on the carpeted floor
and use tissue paper to smudge it all over to create a mess.
but there's an angmoh woman watching us,
so we just make our way out asap.
in the afternoon we took the plane home.

IN ALL,
we had seafood soup for every provided meal by the agency.
we had problems going back to the hotel
every time from MALL OF ASIA.
we are always haunted by some ghost(beggars)
on our way back to hotel.(they keep knocking on the car's door)

an oh-so-ordinary day

2009-06-04T00:10:00.005+08:00

okay... it's 4 june. haha how many day since my 17th birthday passed?
not really in the mood to count.
neither do i have the mood to talk abt it.
coz there's nothing to talk abt except the fact that
my 3JS celebrated my birthday at aston suntec outlet
and went watching movie with me.
thanks for the meal and making time out from your busy time slot.
LOVE.

anyway i dont think sweet 17 is a big deal
coz i dont see why it is so special
since it's not that special to anyone else.
i guess birthday is just any ordinary day to other people.
it's just like other days when you feel unlucky or tired.
oh well... i still have to thank:
my mom and dad for their angpaos.
my bro, sis-in-law and my cute nephew for their angpao.
my sis for wishing me and consoling me
after finding out how tragic is my birthday.
my 3Js for celebrating my birthday on the day after and
being the first in one way or another to wish me happy birthday:
JOYCE- sms
JANICE- face to face and msn
JESSLYN- phone (srry i didnt pick up) and msn
and also other people who wished me via sms:
YI JUN, WADEE and SELENA(happy birthday to you too haha)
for those who wished me face-to-face... i cant rmb much.
anyway just thanks.

haywire... wee...

2009-04-03T21:20:00.002+08:00

hi people. wow... it's been a month plus since last updated.
haha. coz i finally bought a new PC and have some free time.

school is okay. tons of work.
chem: redox sucks.
math: a new NIE teacher, mr chua cheng1 zhan4(to praise).
his name is so apt. haha.
physics: my original physics teacher is back. she's such a nuisance.
geo: oh well, it's okay. the NIE teacher is nice.
Atlas king is trying to make friend. haha but he's trying too hard.
GP: so-so
PW: i only manage to sleep at 4am thanks to PI!
soccer: i got the number i want for my jersey. haha.
tmr got soccer training. girls' soccer game is on next wed. JIA YOU!

haha. i just received my PW grouping today.
it's quite a big surprise, but still fine.
oh well... to speak the truth,
i dont really care much about who i'm working with
as long as i get the work done nicely and get my A grade.
i know some people in the group is bitching about me now and
they dont really like me, as if i care.
sports day... nv turn up coz have dental.
dr lim estimates that in 2 months time, i can get my braces off.

yesterday, went out with joyce to watch 'confessions of a shopaholic '
it's cool. great lesson take -away.
oh well, anyway it's really cool to go out with joyce
coz it has become a source of comfort or escapism.
school life is like roller-coasters.
"you see the true colour shining through"...
haha. that's so apt for some people who shan't be named.
accrding to old sayings....'in life, there's many ups and downs'
okay... so it means that life is like a sine graph,
when there's an up, there's a down.
so if i'm now at the down... i'm supposed to going to the up soon.
haha. that's great!*deluding*
my phone buddy is in NS now. haha.
have to find a new one! wee..

oh well... gotta sleep early. haha.

are you screwed?

2009-02-26T21:32:00.005+08:00

You Are Potato Chips

When you're stressed out, you seek food that is quick and easy.
Life is pretty overwhelming at times, so you prefer comfort food that you can just grab and eat.

You're the type of person who takes on too much, and you don't have a lot of free time.
So even when you have junk food as a meal, you're just thankful that you had any time to eat at all.

What Comfort Food Are You?

You Are Carrot Juice

You are a warm, cooperative person. You work well with others.
While you have a fairly strong personality, you don't have a lot of clashes and conflicts.

You are ambitious, but not ruthlessly so. You won't step on anybody's feet to get to the top.
You are successful, and all your success has come while looking out for others.

What Kind of Juice Are You?

You Are a Comma

You are open minded and extremely optimistic.
You enjoy almost all facets of life. You can find the good in almost anything.

You keep yourself busy with tons of friends, activities, and interests.
You find it hard to turn down an opportunity, even if you are pressed for time.

Your friends find you fascinating, charming, and easy to talk to. (But with so many competing interests, you friends do feel like you hardly have time for them.)

You excel in: Inspiring people
You get along best with: The Question Mark

What Punctuation Mark Are You?

Your Ideal Island Vacation is Fiji

On an island vacation, you prefer to get the full beach experience.
And for you, that means staying somewhere with few people and lots of beach.

With over 300 islands, you can find your own private spot in Fiji.
Relax by the crystal clear water, or venture off to find a waterfall.

What's Your Ideal Island Vacation?

You Are Peanut Butter Sandwiches / Do-si-dos

You are easy going and naturally happy. You don't need a lot to make you smile.
You genuinely care about people and are a great friend. You're always doing your best to make the world a better place.

Even though there isn't an immature bone in your body, you still are like a big kid sometimes.
Why make life complicated when the best parts are actually quite simple? You enjoy the small joys of life.

What Girl Scout Cookie Are You?

'm actually just here to update on my recent sch life.
life have been ever sucky since the last update.
the whole friendship things are not going well.
i have to deal with some gossip-monger abt the newest gossip
trying to work around my sucky timetable
with alternating breaks in between.
trying to handle the pressure that is caused by
some muggers in the sch coz they are either
busy mugging or profiling themselves.
have to suffer from some trauma of not finding
the desire soccer shoes after visiting 10 shops.
being backstabbed by the same bitch. WAIT...
bitch is not the correct word... it's
FUCKER!
okay nothing has made me so angry for the past few months.
if i'm starting with my chunk or even a list of vulgarities...
that means things are serious.
the LA trip was cancelled. wthf is that man.
it has been sth that i highly anticipate
for the whole time since the beginning of the year and
now.... it's gone!

anyway here's some stuff heard (from Mr C. E):
1. what are old people best at doing?
they are best at DYING!
2. non-sch based foolscape are cheapskate.

... and some stuff learnt from he's just not that into you:
1. stop consoling your friends that
the opp party is being mean to her coz he's interested.
that's a wrong concept.
2. most girls just LOVE to live in denial.
they always believe that they are the exception
when they are the rule. (face it man...)
3. boys and girls always miss the signals
or even worse... receive the WRONG signals.
as in why dont we have internal antennas.
4. there's no such things as 'i dont believe in marriage'.
coz that's BULLSHIT!
5.cheating is cheating. telling some and
hiding some still equates to cheating.
6. if the person is not calling... then just forget abt it.
life have to move on. (you can call if you like)
7. dont go after technology-dating coz you will end up
getting rejected by multiples technology in a day.
isnt it so depressing? hahaha.
8. dont flirt when you're in supermart.
9. timing is very impt. no pt to find out that your mr right
is her mr right already. just forget abt it.
he's not meant to be yours.
10.if someone is interested, he/she will try by all means
to talk to you or ask you out. if not... it's just so simple...
HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU!

okay got to slp now. tmr soccer training.
muscle ache. i need to slp bb.
shld i go for SAJC band concert on sat night?
becoz i have tons of work to be submitted by mon,
joyce and i will just like to watch a movie,
relaxing and enjoying one another's accompany,
the tix is 15 bucks!

for econs student:
what is the opportunity cost?

the begining of the year!

2009-02-11T22:02:00.003+08:00

hey people, it's been a long time since i updated this blog.
btw... school actually started like long time ago.
alot of tkgs girls and this is a good sign i guess.
but the best thing is that there's many 2e2-ers esp janice.
orientation is okay. nothing to comment much.
*isn't all orientation about the same?*

but before i go on, let me update some stuffs before sch starts.
i lost my tablet. so sad now. nvm i'm going to buy a new one.
before CNY, i was helping jess with her church's amazing race.
CNY, sian. refuse to go to the cemetery with dad.
more $$ thanks to my bro and his in-laws.
CNY dinners suck to hell. dont ask why.

TJ is working in the opposite way of NYJ.
they have special time table last week and orientation this week.
since we're having special timetable,
i'm actually having alot of time to slack in school.
yes... i'm sleeping in school most of the time...
dont ask me why i'm not mugging like those J1 muggers in lib.
COS.... I'M NOT A MUGGER!

yesterday went to parkway to buy friendship day stuff with janice.
but we end up at her house baking cookie. haha
it's fun and tiring. the cookie have so many different colour tone.
today we have a class pizza lunch together. it's cool k!
Royce choco for dessert... damn chocolate-sy and sweet.
i'm lovin' it! wow!

i have been going for soccer training for the past few days.
it's cool. some new J1 girls are better than expected.
i hope i get selected into soccer. hm...
i met sheena (sp?), my primary school classmate.
i'm showing this tiny winy hostility towards her coz of....
some-reasons-which-are-not-meant-for-all.
the soccer trial today is fun.
chest the ball and hit the ball with the forehead.
it isnt as pain as imagine...
but it can be really painful if it hits the wrong place.
TEACHER: the most important area is your face.
so be careful. dont blame me if you dont have bf next time
coz it's your choice to choose soccer.
ME(to andrea): if i dont have bf next time, i will make his son my bf!
*hahaha*
*when we chest the ball*
TEACHER: throw higher, dont throw too low. dont hit the wrong place.
dont blame me if you can't squeeze milk out.
OMG.... nvm it's damn funny.
final trial on MONDAY!
wish me the BEST for the trial. i hope that i'm selected .
JIAYOU!
(i will award myself with an Adidas soccer ball if i'm selected!)

TP attachment...

2009-01-07T01:01:00.003+08:00

hey people. it's 1 am now.
trying to blog sth coz i'm super guilty for not updating.
oh well... so the last time i stopped at working.
working is okay, i guess it's a kind of tolerance,
flexibility(mental) and physical strength training.
i'm very sure that i will miss my working place very soon.
coz i'm kind of missing everybody and everything there
since attachment at TP started.

attachment is a waste of time.
but TP campus is fantastic... facilities are super good esp their lib.
they have 2 swimming pool! cool huh.
most importantly their canteen and restaurant rocks except ...
the business school's canteen. dont even bother to try.
sugarloaf is nice but exp. toptable is fine dining.
mensa was okay. bistro walk is fine.
design sch and business sch's canteen havent try yet.
there's always vending machines selling snacks, instant mee and drinks
nearby when you're hungry. isnt it so cool. haha.

DAD: so what did you do for attachment at TP?
ME: eat and sleep.
DAD: HUH? where you sleep? in canteen?
ME: no la. i sleep in class coz it's too boring.
if not, i will be eating in class to keep myself away.
DAD: so did you learn anything?
ME: of course la, coz the teacher taught a simple single concept
for more than 20 mins and wasted 2hrs of our time telling us
about PBL and some FILA chart which we knew like 2 years ago.
DAD: hm... since like that, then dont go to sch la. stay at home.
hahaha.... my dad is damn enthusiastic abt skipping classes.
but the teachers at TP are really nice and friendly. haha

i think TP is so cool. kind of regretted for coming to TJ.
TP is so enthusiastic, friendly and outgoing.
somehow just better than TJ.
i'm so attracted to TP now...

the year has come to an end

2008-12-23T00:59:00.004+08:00

hi people it's been 3 weeks since i came back from phuket.
haha. the trip is good. lots of shopping and drinking.

on the first day we reached this snack shop which sells
all kind of asian candies, chinese snacks and fried worms.
the fried mealworms are okay...
but they have this weird taste after second helping.
we went for elephant ride. wow.
it's very scary to ride on an elephant.
i screamed my lungs out sia.
btw fyi, elephants have very long, thick rough hairs.
they are very alert coz they will be alarmed if a car drove pass
and they will not move if there's a pile of shit in front.
next stop is our resort at patong beach.
get down to the beach for sun tanning(this is more for my sis)
coz i'm under the umbrella most of the time.
btw there's many handsome angmoh half naked. so hot.
at night, we went for a transvestite show at SIMON CABARET.
those "modified" woman are like so pretty, but once they speak...
OH MY FREAKING GOD MAN! CAN GO JUMP LIAO.

PHANG NGA BAY CAVE exploration by canoe for second day.
it's all abt sightseeing. nothing fun
after the exploration, we walked along patong beach coz
they are having some carnival where there's many food stalls.
me and my elder sis visit this wine stall called WINE ELITE
to buy a glass of sauvignon 2006 from Italy.
fruity with slight of sweetness. it's less than S$4.
we went to a outdoor place called SEE 2 SEA where
both of us have a cocktail each. my sis had PINK LADY
which have a kind of milky taste.
i had phuket fantasic. it's very strong.
it is the mixture of Martini, vodka, orange and pineapple juice.
i was like half drunk after that and i vomitted.
i cant rmb much abt what had really happened but
accrding to my sis and her blog,
"my sis is damn weak. that crazy monkey told me that
she couldnt finish and i gulped hers in. she was damn dizzy but
still got her way thru because i held her hands and got back to hotel.
DAMN IT! i was a lil drunk too -.- TOO MUCH MAN."

third day at phuket...
we went for sun tanning again and fot massage.
as normal, i'm under the shade and my sis is still under the sun.
somehow i'm more tanned than my sis. weird.
hagen daz-ed after sun tanning...
dinner was at this outdoor restaurant called LAI MAI.
the food are nice on the eyes but difficult for the mouth.
after the dinner, we re-visited WINE ELITE
where we had Rose and Prosecco(a kind of sparkling wine from Italy).

we flew home in the early morning. cant wake up! haha
we'll be back soon.

so i have spent my dec festival at my work place.
i set up my x'mas tree with joyce.
x'mas and x'mas eve is so-so.
bursting balloons and champagne.
new's year eve is the best! haha. champagne, merlot, fireworks
and TONS OF HUGGIES and great wishes.
the best new year countdown i ever had.
but i guess not everything has started with a good tone
coz my sis's friend is like really drunk and created a huge mess.

could you believe that i've started the year early by going to work?
haha. so sad la. i'm going to 17 soon.omg i'm so not ready.

it's beginning to look like real holiday

2008-12-16T15:22:00.004+08:00

hey people. let's update again!
so i stopped at SNYO concert...

okay so everyday is just working and
having some sort of gathering with 3Js.
on the 8th dec, monday, meet beiyi, andrea and gwenda
to cityhall to celebrate zan's birthday.
bought him a newurbanmale's slipper and a choco cake.
left the place at 3 plus, starbuck and off to work.

on the 9th dec, met 3Js at joyce's place.
went fairprice to get ingredients for girl's cooking session.
met marge there. haha. long time no see. haha
we baked pancake. it's an easy job.
cook spaghetti, mushroom soup and cream of chicken soup.
so bloated... watched ellen with joyce. off to work.

on 10th dec, rest at home. pinic plan cancelled.
on 11th dec, morning shift with hui ping and off to concert.
met joyce at cityhall and went to esplanade for SSO concert.
the second part of concert is more interesting than the first.
The Nutcracker: Suite No.1, Carol of the bells and Sleigh rides
are great and they are also those few that joyce and i enjoyed.
this concert really worth those money that we payed for.

on 12th dec, night shift with beiyi, huiping and my sis.
worked till 12am straight. super tired.
on 13th dec, off day. did nothing except for
searching some Christmas songs.
on 14th dec, sunday, worked 13 hrs split shift haha.
haha mr alvin was super sweet.
mr ALVIN: fern... go to the champagne and check the top.
see if there's any dust.
ME: (thinking) how on earth will there be
dust on the champagne bottle?
(walked to the champagne bottle)
there's sth in the glass bowl next to the champagne bottle.
haha. guess what i found?
a plate-full of STRAWBERRIES! haha
so sweet right. accrding to hui ping, he's very romantic.

haha... i changed chef Patrick's nickname...
ME: hey DONALD DUCK...
chef Pat: who taught you that?
ME: my sis...
chef Pat: see la... so nice to you, yet you called me donald duck.
ME: sorry... what abt another name? like mickey mouse?
chef Pat: wahliao... i dont have big ears sia.
ME: what abt daffy(sp?) duck?
chef Pat: dont want la... what's the difference?
ME: if not what name do you like?
chef Pat: you can call me Patrick or Pat.
ME: oh what abt Patrick STAR! you know...
SPONGBOB SQUARE PANTS?
chef Patrick fainted.... oops my bad.

on 15th dec, went for dental.
my last wire is super thick like crazy.
it hurts but not as painful like some other time.
haha that means i'm going to graduate from the braces club.
off to 3hrs of work and homed.
shopping with huiping and sis at suntec and marina sq.
suntec... eyebrows treatment at sasa.
the sale girls were super irritating. back to marina sq.
starbuck and off to watson to buy things for holiday trip.
next stop at esprit, bought a shirt and 2 socks.
the saleman serving us is hot, handsome, cute and helpful.
my sis spotted the white colour jacket that
is the revised version of my white esprit jacket.
it seriously looks better than the previous one that i bought.

SIS: i want to buy this jacket. what do you think?
ME: i think this look great. buy lor.
PING: ah. here got one hole sia...
SIS: issit? ya really have one. maybe ask them for a new one.
ME: no you must tell them.
(to the saleman)hi... there's a hole here.
Saleman: really? did you make the hole?
ME: no the hole is there before we're here.
do you mind get one w/o hole? M size.haha
billed and walked off. he ran after us coz
we left our 50 bucks esprit voucher at the counter.
forgot abt the m)phosis slipper so walked back in the direction
where esprit is located coz m)phosis is next door.
homed for dinner.

oh gosh. it's going to be 5 pm now. yet i have not pack my luggage.
shit sia. omg. nvm. haha great announcement:
i'm going to PHUKET from 17th (which is tmr) to the 20th dec.
haha. sms me if you need to contact me.

SNYO concert

2008-11-29T22:21:00.002+08:00

hey people.. it's been a long time i update my blog.
anyway here is a quick update for this week.

working day after day.
monday went to collect my passsport
and took bus down for dental appointment myself.
home rest and sleep.
tuesdays to thursday is just working.
friday which is like yesterday,
after NSC for follow-up,
slept and went off to marina sq with joyce for dinner.
i bought myself a super big eeyore.
its head is bigger than my head.
head down to victoria concert hall for SNYO concert.
this concert is definitely better than last year.
there 3 soloist: 1st viola, 1st violin and 1st clarinet.
the girl who played the clarinet is very talented.
she plays violin and piano too.
i wonder how they balance their time.
they played the organ for the last piece and it's really great.
christmas song before the concert end and
the girls who were singing have lovely voice.
after the concert end, joyce and i went to marina mandarin hotel.
we toured around the place, went up and down the spiral staircase
finally settle down at atrium lounge.
those musician at the lounge area can play very nice jazz music.
the cellist's solo on 'when you wish upon the star' was fantastic.
it's so pleasant and easy on the ear and has this soothing effect.
visit their toilet. okay i think fullerton's hotel is better.
homed.
can't wait for sunday and monday to come.

bye bye

2008-11-19T15:04:00.003+08:00

this post is meant for my grandmother whom
just passed away yesterday morning.
for that caring lovely lady,
may she rest in peace.

work... then sick

2008-11-15T19:18:00.002+08:00

okay. blogger screwed up on me. shit you.
i'm so sick now. fever, cold, cough and sore throat.
hm... it's really bad, didnt manage to struggle to noon time.

quick update. tuesday is beiyi's birthday.
zan, vivian, andrea and i celebrated with her.
went to kbox, followed by haagen daz and
get her the kat-tun album.
accompanied her ard the mall but ended up in Sasa.

wednesday and thursday simply working.
working from 7am to 6pm. haha.
on wednesday, i was doing lunch to evening shift with liew.
thanks to liew for keeping some left over strawberries
from the buffet for me. thanks.
those strawberries are really nice and accrding to my sis
those strawberries are imported from california.
my bro came for visit on wednesday.
thurs working time extended. omg.
i was so tired until i cant rmb anything.
haix. gtg liao.bb

more than an ordinary holiday for the start

2008-11-04T12:57:00.005+08:00

hey. here to update for the past 6 days of holiday.
currently, my mom is crazy over
english lang class on the taiwaness tv show.
so back to me! haha.
(issnt this blog should be about me and just only me?
yup. i think i'm right. oops am i ever wrong abt that? haha)

i've been slacking, eating, watching tv and sleeping.
i was reading abt the GREEK myth.
Zeus has so many kids with so many woman.
hercules isnt as gentleman as i tot he was,
neither is he as smart.
aphrodite was a beauty queen but full of jealousy
(i mean why do you have to be jealous since you're so beautiful)
she's born from the chopped off penis that fell into the ocean.
okay that sounded a bit weird and gross.
i mean imagine if your previous life is a penis.
i never known that cupid has another name called eros.
he and psyche have a very sweet and interesting love story.
adonis is a guy! i tot it's a girl's name.
cronus is the father of zeus and he betrayed his own father,
believing one of his kids will do the same to him as form of karma.
so he ate all his kids.poor him. he's a paranoia freak.
he was killed by his son Zeus. so sad.
hera is cronus's daughter but she married zeus
and they have kids. eeww. isnt that incest?
i think her jealousy prob is more serious than aphrodite.
she get rid of all Zeus's lover and children.
okay i should stop here.yup yup.

sat morning, woke up at 7 am for the SMU thingy.
it's about planning early for family coz
SIN is experiencing a low birth rate.
this is the thing that they tell us:
if you're in uni and you dont have a bf/gf in
1st year, it's okay coz you still have 3 more years
2nd year, you should start to panic and look for one
3rd year, you're one step into SDU(social develp unit)
4th year, you're GG(good game) coz the game is over for you!
in short, they are just trying to get you to start
searching for your lifelong partner now!
that's why i'm never wrong about marrying early.
actually the final aim of the talk is to influence
you about having children with your partner coz
they need to increase birth rate to prevent aging popltn.

on saturday night,i was at macs studying with janice and JL.
didnt study much la, ended up talking and sleeping.
oh there's this very cute little boy.
i took some photos of him.

so yesterday afternoon from 12nn to 11pm,
i'm at work... yup.. long 11hrs. kind of tiring right.
worth it coz people are nice and the pay is good.
oh there's these group of OL. they are guessing my nationality.
OL: are you from hong kong, japan, korea or singapore?
ME: i'm a singaporean.
OL: haha so sorry coz you dont look like one.
another OL: yup, you're such a fortunate girl.
you have classic asian beauty.
haha. classic asian beauty i'm like omg.
i hope that's a compliment. haha
at night there's supposed to have a group of swimmers coming
but they didnt come for some unknown reason. quite worrying.
so i guess they cancelled their reservation.
hm...didnt get to see handsome swimmer...nvm la.

tag and more tags

2008-10-31T23:00:00.002+08:00

hey people i'm rather bored today.
actually not really coz i'm quite busy the whole day.
okay maybe i'm feeling bored coz i'm not working.
shit man. i think i better go to work if not i'll be slacking at home.

this early morning, after sending my sis to sch,
my mum and i made a trip down to tj where the stupid security guard
didnt allow my mom to drive her car into the school till 11 pm
and neither did he allow my mom to park her car outside the gate.
damn him. shoot him with a machine gun!
i got my class tee and submit my subj comb form
and head down to marina parade with my mum.
i'm a super nice and filial girl today.
i shopped cold storage with my mom and carried the grocery for her.
homed. rest. i made my own bagel and ate it with alaska crab.
that's the good thing why i shld shop for grocery the next time.
down to NSC(National Skin Centre).
the prescription by the doctor is like so freaking exp.
i dont know why on earth the whole consultation is so exp for.
it costs me like 110 bucks over. gosh... faint.
home. rest and i'm here. anyway i got to finish some overdue tags.

first one is from vivian goh... wee

what are the 6 things i like most?
1. my family duh
2. my friends
3. money
4. choco
5. pretty clothes esp jackets
6. angmoh man.

what are the 6 things that i shall do more often?
1. understand and appreciate people ard me.
2. exercise so i can wear pretty clothes.
3. study harder and study more
4. work hard and be the most popular part-timer.
5. sleep
6. read more story book to brush up my english lang.

what are the 6 most current books that i have read?
1. princess diaries
2. brave new world(have yet to finish)
3. HP lifebook guidebook
4. secondary school directory book (for PSLE student)
5. economic H1 guide book
6. watson great sale book
(seriously you should not ask me abt books coz i hardly read them)

what are the 6 most current song i'm listening to?
1. byebye by mariah carey
2. last kiss by mariah carey
3. next to you by jordin sparks
4. a moment like this by leona lewis
5. there's you'll be by faith hill
6. taking chance by celine dion

what are the 6 things that i should have done?
(isnt this same as the qn on what i should do more often?)

tags by angeline...
Q1. The person that tag/pass me this is?

angeline kang.

Q2. Your relationship with her is?

we're from the same sec sch (tkgs), we're classmate when we are in TA for 2 years.
it's kind of weird coz she used to study next door in TKGS, but i only get to know her
after coming over to TA. haha in all she's my friend.

Q3. Your five expression of him/her?

sweet, kind understanding girl whom i think shld deserve a nice guy
definitely a girl-next-door
strong angmoh accent
like to dance and act
not pretentious

Q4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?

friendship day here she got me this really nice sweet friendship day gift and
crazying over michael phelps with me in class.

Q5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you?

i can't remember coz she said alot of things.

Q6. If he/she become your lover you will?

NO WAY MAN. i'm straight. i like angmoh handsome rich smart man.

Q7. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she need to improve on?

what shit qn is this man. didnt i say that i'm straight?
better stop asking this kind of qns before i start to questioning
this stupid tag's IQ of setting this kind of qn.

Q8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?

i will be sad la but i believe she wont coz she's a nice girl.

Q9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?

she's the good one and i'm the evil one. like you know...
sort of like the case of angel and devil who arent friends.

Q10. The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is?

i dont know. havent been thinking alot coz im in sleeping condition this whole year.

Q11. Your overall impression on him/her is?

isnt this qn same as qn 3? omg the person who set this tag is really an idiot la

Q12. How do you think the people around you feel about you?

i'm well know to be super dominant and chatty. i cant deny the fact that i like to gossip
and sometimes i really like to bitch a lot. come on la, isnt it something part of a girl?
okay besides, i guess some ppl think that i'm a super mugger. but the fact is NO!
i'm not... you know why ppl said that? coz they are jealous of my smartness!
that's why they came out with this reasonto comfort themselve abt their poor result.
haha joking sia. dont take it too serious.

Q13. The characterstics I love about myself are? (this question had bad grammar so I editted it)

i dont know. chatty? coz that's howyou get people to listen to you and start a convo.
so you get the ball rolling and you start to make friends. yippee.

Q14. On the contary, what are the characteristics that you hate about yourself? (also editted this one)

arrogance, selfish and blahblahblah. ton of them.

Q15. The most ideal person I want to be with is?

someone whom i love and have great genes and sperms so that i can have babies of
good genes. he must know how to make me feel interested in him coz
otherwise i might change for a new partner. he may not be rich or TOO smart,
but must be successful in life (in another word... motivated and hardworking).

Q16. What do you have to say for the people who show care and concern to you and love you? (yeah I also editted this one)

can i leave this out in case i get too emotional and cry haha.

blogthings + some inaccuracy

2008-10-30T17:10:00.002+08:00

What Your Cute Monster Says About You

You are a deep, thoughtful, down to earth person. You don't put much stock in appearances.

You are never superficial or flippant. You take time in life to study, learn, and get to know people well.

You inner demon is laziness. You can get so caught up in your own world that you neglect everything around you.

People think you're cute because you're intelligent. Your wit and wisdom are charming.

The Cute Monster Test

haha see... i'm smart, but i'm also lazy .... eeeeeee

What A Lily Says About You

You are playful, flirty, and friendly.
You can easily light up a room... or someone's heart.

Your unique personality attracts a lot of attention!
Your cute ways get you in trouble. People can't help but be a little jealous of you.

What Do The Flowers You Pick Say About You?

ya right... it makes me sound like some attention seeker.
just shut up!

You Are 65% Hyper

You have a high amount of energy, but you're not manic about it.
You live a busy, full, and productive life.

You enjoy all sorts of activities, and you approach most tasks with enthusiasm.
You are also naturally social. You have plenty of time and resources to devote to friends.

While you are quite hyper, you do understand the importance of rest.
It's difficult to get yourself to slow down, but when you do, you enjoy it.

How Hyper Are You?

i dont just hype all day long.
there's a moment or two when i quiet down k.

Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Intuition

You are:

You are a true wordsmith and a master of words.
You are original, spontaneous, and a true inspiration.
Highly energetic, you are up for any challenge.
You are entertaining and engaging... both to friends and strangers

What's Your Personality Cluster?

are you sure than i'm a master of words.
coz my english hardly make the mark.

You Are Monday

Like this day of the week, you are ruled by the moon.
More than anything, you are flexible.

You are moody and impressionable. You are easily influenced by the world around you.
And while you can be temperamental, you eventually adjust.

While Mondays tend to be the hardest day for people, you don't mind getting back to regular life.
You're the one waking up early and making the coffee while everyone else complains.

What Day of the Week Are You?

You Should Be a Pumpkin

You are seen as cute and adorable. People can't help but love you.
You see Halloween as the day you can really go all out and get noticed.

You're definitely likely to get a little scared on Halloween.
You are easily spooked, but you love feeling scared. It's all part of the fun.

What Classic Halloween Costume Should You Wear?

haha. spot on dude. haha i love the feeling of being scared. haha.

You Are a Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.
However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.
You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.
You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

yes...i'm so easy to please.. haha
get my a new wardrobe then!

What Your Halloween Habits Say About You

You are an outgoing person who's a bit of a showoff. It's likely that you dress up for Halloween every year.

Sneaky and devious, people should really watch out for you. You are usually underestimated and forgotten.

Your inner child is stubborn and a bit bossy.
You fear those closest to you finding out who you really are. You dread people discovering your secrets.

You're prone to be quite emotional and over dramatic. Deep down, you enjoy being scared out of your mind... even if you don't admit it.

You are unique, expressive, and a trendsetter. Your ideal Halloween costume is over the top and one of a kind.

What's Your Halloween Personality?

haha. i'm bossy and stubborn.
you dont have to name it out k.

You Are the Tango

You are an emotionally expressive person. You can't ever really hide how you feel.
Deep and reflective, you need a style of dance to mirror your intensity.

You have a taste of the exotic. You crave sounds, smells, and tastes from foreign countries.
You are sometimes misunderstood and unappreciated. But you don't really care to explain yourself!

What Dance Are You?

For the twelve days of Christmas, your true love will send you:

Twelve babies drumming
Eleven candycanes a-sticking
Ten reindeer a-leaping
Nine ladies baking cookies
Eight llamas a-milking
Seven hot chocolates a-steaming
Six Santas a-hohohoing
Five golden toe rings
Four calling booty calls
Three French fries
Two Jesus action figures
And a owl in a pine tree

What Will You Get for the 12 Days of Christmas?

What Your Ideal Wedding Dress Says About You

Your Personal Style:
Young and flashy. You dress like a celebrity, and you love to accessorize.

Your Ideal Wedding:
A huge party with all your friends, with lots of toasting and dancing

Your Philosophy on Marriage:
The person you marry should be your best friend.

Your Perfect Marriage:
Is when you still surprise each other with romantic gestures

The Wedding Dress Test

i admit that i love huge amgmoh-version wedding party
like bridal shower and stuff, but...
i seriously dont think that i should marry my best friend
coz it's super weird.

Dinosaur

2008-10-29T19:58:00.005+08:00

hi people. it's been a long time i have updated.
life is pretty busy and tiring. rushing here and there.
today is the last day of school. what a great relief for me.

i have started working for a few days.
the people are nice and the food are wonderful.
the job is fine and easy but the uniform size is never right.
haha. have eaten lots of cookie. yumyum.
rushing home after every night shift seem to be a routine now.
running down the whole marina sq and cityhall. tired sia.
it's super unglam and loud when running in slippers.
so sad that i have lost my name tag after 3 working days. shame shame.

i have slept for the whole afternoon. errr...

it's quite a nightmare. there's a freaking big dinosaur chasing after me.
it's like 'WTH MAN' and it's trying to eat me up la.
stupid dinosaur. the next time if i have the same dream...
i will prepare a bomb and gun to kill this dumb dinosaur. asshole...
it seems that all things are related to dinosaur today.
for example, the earthquake area and affected area in Pakistan
forms a dinosaur shape on the map, but this dinosaur has a short tail.
gosh man i shall go and find out who the dinosaur is representing.
if i find that person, i will bit and punch the person.
better dont let me find him/ her.
seriously i dont know what's up with that stupid dinosaur and me.
i just seem to have something against that dinosaur.

boo... nothing to do

2008-10-26T12:12:00.004+08:00

What Your Nose Says About You

It's likely that you'll be lucky with money, though this luck may come later in life.

You are impulsive and tend to follow your heart.
You tend to be stubborn. You don't take other people's opinions seriously.

You are helpful and giving. You like cooperating, and you're always willing to lend a hand.
You are a realist. You aren't much of an optimist or a pessimist.

What Does Your Nose Say About You?

You Are a Caramel Latte

You often are feeling indulgent - and you go ahead and indulge yourself.
You are very creative. And you know you need to stimulate your senses to get your creative juices flowing.

You are a truly optimistic person. You see the best in yourself and in everyone else.
Your life can be a bit messy at times, but the most beautiful things come out of your chaos.

What Flavor Latte Are You?

You Are Bubblegum Flavored Gum

You are friendly, outgoing, and energetic.
You love life, and you can always find some reason to smile.

You are a bit hyper, and you're always looking for your next challenge.
You love getting things done - and you are usually on the go.

Your confidence and positive attitude makes you a very attractive person.
You can be a little flaky at times, but people are able to overlook that - because you're so fun!

What Flavor Gum Are You?

You are the Sense of Sight

You are a very observant, detail oriented person.
You are able to take in a lot of information at once.
You often see things that other people never notice.

You have a good eye for design and aesthetics.
You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not.
When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind.

Which of the Five Senses Are You?

GPA GPA GPA SUCK!

2008-10-10T19:56:00.002+08:00

hey people. i'm here again.
yesterday is super slack...but a long day.
the class is half missing. oh well... haha
i got lots of candies coz many people didnt turn up.
those candies are nice and ATAS(high class in malay).
they're from MARK AND SPENCER. cool huh.

today, get to know our GPA scores, which kind of suck.
some briefing abt subject combi and attachment.
sian. special civics lesson. check score.
GPA is lousy with nothing A in the list.
haha... it's really lucky of me to get GPA of 2 for LA.
PE! bio. talk cock in class. chinese test.

after school went to RED CROSS HQ to collect VI form
with vivian, chai li and beiyi. ask about VI info.
it sounded really scary coz it requires full commitment.
MAIN THING: TIME CONSUMING!
i think it'll be a better choice to just sign up as a volunteer instead
coz i wont want to screw up my studies.

plaza sing for lunch and off to grand cathay where
we watched THE HOUSE BUNNY!!
it's super funny, but really stupid.
Anna Faris looks kind of old (okay let's put it in this way...
she looks way too mature as a 27), but she's hot.
it's a bimbo movie, super duper bimbo.
headed home.

oh gosh tmr mommy is going to fly to malaysia with dad.
they are coming back on monday night.
you know what does that mean?
i have to go to sch myself on monday!
ARGH cant want until sunday when i go to vivocity.
but i dont want monday to come
coz i dont want to turn up for conversation malay class.
it's weird lor. i dont like to speak in malay. eeeeeeeeeee.

okay. it's time to think about my subject combi now!

blogthing quiz quiz!

2008-10-09T19:38:00.002+08:00

You Are a Chocolate Flavored Popsicle

You are hedonistic. For you, summer is all about indulging your five senses.
Some people may call you spoiled, but your simply the type of person who knows what they want.

You have sophisticated tastes. You like sweet things as much as the next person, but you don't like cheap treats.
You're much more drawn to the dramatic in all aspects of life - including dramatic desserts.

What Flavor Popsicle Are You?

i'm so not SPOILT!

What Your Pizza Reveals

Your appetite is pretty average. You don't go overboard - but you don't deprive yourself either.

You are a very picky pizza eater. Not any pizza will do. You fit in best in the Northeast part of the US.

You like food that's traditional and well crafted. You aren't impressed with "gourmet" foods.

You are dependable, loyal, and conservative with your choices.

You are carefree and friendly. You should consider traveling to Hawaii.

The stereotype that best fits you is guy or girl next door. Hey, there's nothing wrong with being average.

What Does Your Pizza Say About You?

You Are Ginger

Like ginger, you are a total shape shifter.
You can be sweet, spicy, mellow, or overpowering.
You are both soothing and unique. You are popular... yet you are often overlooked.

What Spice Are You?

overlooked? hm... what do you mean?

You've Been Bit By the Shopping Bug!

You're constantly adding to your wardrobe - and it shows.
However, you can show some restraint. You love good deals. Your love of the clearance rack has paid off...

You probably have only maxed out card or two, if at all!

Do You Shop More Than Most Women?

see.. it's "CONSTANTLY",not at a shot and i show "RESTRAINT".
last point, i dont maxed out any card, coz i dont have cards!

What Your Handbag Says About You

You are concerned with how you appear. Projecting your high status is important to you.

You tend to be relaxed throughout the day. You are naturally at peace.

You are a low maintenance person. You can adapt to a variety of situations.

You are open and comfortable with who you are. You don't hide anything.

You are an organized and together person. You are competent and successful.

You are practical and down to earth. You tend to be a rather reserved and quiet person.

What Does Your Handbag Say About You?

are you sure i'm a reserved and quiet person?

STRESS is saying hello!

2008-10-09T19:05:00.002+08:00

hey people. was trying to forget abt my promos result.
oh well, cant get over with it.
just want to hide under the blanket now.
have this suddent thought that people are too smart for me.
oh gosh that's bad, isnt it? haix. oh well.
i'm so motivated to work hard.
kill those work before they kill me.
i'm going to work hard physically and mentally.
i'm not joking. i'm not going to slack my time over the holiday!
i will find a hotel job, a tutoring job and
study hard for my next year's combi.
last but not least... shop, play and exercise hard!
i must the top 10% student! gosh man.
stresss... i need to take extend curriculum! ARGH!

worst enemy

2008-10-03T23:54:00.004+08:00

worst enemy -- cockroach!
it totally freaks people out. eeee
it flew in the air, think that it's superman
or let's put it in a nice way... super cockroach.
then it flew somewhere near.
it landed on the fake flower and tried to camouflage
it tot that it's smart and all.
AH HA! it's sad that it didnt know who's its opponent was.
it is the smart human! hahaha.
the only way out for it...
DEATH!
percentage of winning:
1%... nearly impossible. HAHA!
WHACK! a BLOODY death!
the slipper hit it hard...
the poor human have to pick up the dead body
with 3 layers of thick tissue paper.
gross like shit, freaky! shivers like shit.
wash up! AHHHH!!!!!

blog...THINGS

2008-10-03T22:10:00.004+08:00

What Thian Hui Fen Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

i guess it's mostly true haha, but i'm not really a prefectionist. haha.

What Your Orange Umbrella Says About You

When faced with adversity, you are able to come up with a creative solution.
Problems don't ever get you down. You see them as an opportunity to think outside the box.

You are playful and light hearted. You make the dullest tasks interesting and lively.
You are curious about the world around you. You take every moment as an opportunity to learn.

On a rainy day: you should get out there and play in the rain

The Umbrella Test

What Your Burger Says About You

You are very gluttonous. Even if you're full, you'll still clear your plate.
You are likely a fairly picky eater. And you're secretly a little squeamish about some foods.
You consider yourself a healthy eater. But you're not about to sacrifice taste or quantity!

You are straightforward, honest, and ambitious. You tend to be direct about what you want when it comes to food.
You have trouble making decisions quickly. Everything looks good to you... especially at a restaurant.
You are creative, open minded, and friendly. You are interested in all types of food and new dishes.

What Does Your Burger Say About You?

You Are a Green Crayon

Your world is colored in harmonious, peaceful, natural colors.
While some may associate green with money, you are one of the least materialistic people around.

Comfort is important to you. You like to feel as relaxed as possible - and you try to make others feel at ease.
You're very happy with who you are, and it certainly shows!

Your color wheel opposite is red. Every time you feel grounded, a red person does their best to shake you.

What Color Crayon Are You?

haha. i'm not materalistic!

What Your Latte Says About You

You are interested in only pure and simple pleasures. You don't like to pollute your body or mind.
You are a very serious person. You don't have time for silly antics.

You have a good deal of energy, but you pace yourself. You never burn out too fast.
You have a healthy relationship with caffeine. You're definitely not dependent on it.

You are a child at heart, and you don't ever miss the opportunity to do something playful.
You are complex and philosophical, but you are never arrogant.

What Does Your Latte Say About You?

philosophical? haha. like soooo real.

Your Hair Should Be Brown

You are an intelligent, well respected person.
You are very confident. You take yourself seriously, and other people take you seriously too.

You are a good leader, and you can be trusted with someone's life.
You motivate people well, and you command respect easily.

You are competent, successful, and organized. You can't stand chaos.
Some people mistake you for being cold, calculating, or elitist.

What Color Hair Should You Have?

haha... i'm not elitist... hmm... or maybe... i am.

You Are White Tea

You are quite delicate and very sensitive. You are easily overwhelmed.
Peace and serenity are important to you. You shy away from intensity of any sort.

You appreciate a simple quiet moment. You can relax easily without feeling bored.
You take the time to enjoy life. Even when things are busy, you make the time.

What Kind of Tea Are You?

You Are a Cinnamon Raisin Bagel

You are warm, loving, and genuinely selfless.
You enjoy comforting other people, and you easily fall into the roll of caretaker.

Of all the types, you're the most likely to be an excellent cook.
You tend to have something delicious for breakfast that you've cooked up for everyone.

What Kind of Bagel Are You?

look... i'm an excellent cook! see. i know how to cook k!

some time to relax

2008-10-01T23:03:00.005+08:00

today's hari raya. i supposed it's the Malay's new year?
my maid is given an off day. haha.
happy hari raya to her! lol.

monday is the last paper. suck.
doctor appt. homed. out with parents to marina sq.
roadblock. parked car at bugis.
my dad lost 10 bucks to me coz
we bet on the location of box office.
trained to marina sq. they officially dumped me coz
they're on a twosome date. they're off to their movie and
i'm off for my shopping. got some stuff from esprit.
back to bugis and dinner outside.

yesterday is marking day. day off for me.
went to marina sq with zan, beiyi and andrea.
window shopping. bought a new zara shirt for 40 bucks.
gosh that's quite exp for a shirt i guess.
went to suntec carrefour to buy some snacks for BBQ.
it's so big that it took us quite some time to find the marshmallows.
zan was so bad la... haha jk.
he threatened to push me down the escalator
coz i'm wearing a pair of heels.
back to marina sq sakae. haha. sushisushisushi. so fulled.
it was an enjoyable lunch time though
i dont know how to pour hot water.

changed my outfit and off to anna's hse for BBQ.
along the way to her hse, there're 2 horrible dogs.
they are super scary especially the second one.
it suddenly pounced against the black gate and barked.
a car and 2 motorcycles drove pass when we try to shun away.
damn those stupid dogs.
the BBQ started rather late coz anna's bro got home
rather late to start the fire.
chat while eating. the food is nice.
it's fun gathering around the fire area to bbq marshmallows.
coz it's kinda of late so i decided to stay over night.
beiyi, angeline and andrea went home.
left me, terry and chai li staying over night.

went for night walk to help in digestion.
reached Kejian's place but it started drizzling.
what doesnt kill you makes you stronger. haha.
so we're rushed back under the drizzle
coz it's getting heavier as we walked.
showered. it's quite stupid coz
i spent half of the time in the toilet figuring things out.
i took out my contact without realising tht i have taken it out.
so i continue to pinch the eye ball to get it out. ouch!
next stupid thing is to stare at soap and facial cream for 5mins.
coz the soap is in ointment form, in fact it's an ointment for
substitution as soap and as moisturizer for dry skin.
the facial wash has a kind of peppermint spicy stingy feeling.
i tot that anna gave me toothpaste as facial wash.
it's actually a peppermint facial wash. haha.

watched MR & MRS SMITH and TITANIC.
angelina jolie is really hot and pretty. haha.
slept at 4.30 am. it's really nice to sleep on anna's bed.
terry, chaili and anna joined in the sleeping party at ard 6am.
slept to 10am, washed up, prepared to leave.
shocked when we saw so many uncles are in the dinning area.
they are anna's dad's friends. haha.
breakfasted and homed.

MESSAGE TO ANNA AND FAMILY:
thanks for your generous hospitality.
the BBQ and stayover is really fun. you're a great host. haha
help me to thank your mom and dad for the stayover and breakfast,
and also your bro for starting the BBQ fire. haha.

roaming...

2008-09-28T12:57:00.003+08:00

haha. went to orchard shopping with janice and jesslyn.
it's really fun, quite relaxing but tired.
supposed to meet jesslyn at 12.30 at the station
but something coped up, so went to wisma atrium to shop.
i found on dress at Forever 21. it's red with checker-pattern.
meet jesslyn, back to wisma and try to get to far east plaza.
roamed ard orchard for an hour to find far east plaza coz
1. mistaken far east shopping centre as far east plaza
2. map idiot. cant/dont know how read the map well.
3. given wrong direction
4. too long nv visit orchard

lesson learnt from this roaming event:
1. one-word difference makes a great difference
2. bring a map-pro friends along too coz geo friends
doesnt mean that they are map-pro.
and always TRY to best the name of the place.
*since it's far east... it is in the EAST!*
it will be the best if learn how to read the map.
3. ask more people for direction.
4. try to visit orchard more often.

spent 2 hrs shopping for dress
finally found dresses at this shop "my wardrobe".
got janice a white knee-length simple cutting tube dress
with a yellow cute ribbon belt.
and jesslyn a blue dress which has yet to arrive.
the shop assistants are not just pretty but also super nice.
they give janice a discount and offer to make a dress
specially made for jesslyn, but most imptly the cost is the same.
omg. so envious right? haha. lunch at HAN'S.
went to TANGS and back to wisma atrium to get the heels.
i officially proclaim that those ladies at
charles and keith are crazy and kiasu.
finally got a black heels for jesslyn after squeezing thru
the crazy crowds, hills of shoes and mountains of shoe boxes.
i totally cant understand why those woman brought
their kids, babies or even maids along.

a break from promos

2008-09-26T20:39:00.002+08:00

hey people i'm back from promos...
haha. finally have a break after 6 papers.
last paper on monday and then...
wee... haha... shopping! sushi! slack!

anyway tmr i'm going out with jesslyn and janice
to orchard to do some window shopping and
help them with their prom night.
haix. so sad that i dont even have a prom night.
nvm... i guess it's the sacrifice that i have made in life.

so these days, preparing of promos.
i think i'm kind of burnt out coz
i dont have the drive to work hard anymore.
the papers suck in general.
bio and math are generally easy.
chem and chinese hopefully can made it
LA and physic doom.
nvm. what is done is done. shld learn how to look forward.

in the past few weeks, have been spending lots of time
at home with my family and classmates.
it's really great. i get to understand my siblings and parents better.
home seems to be a nicer and cosier place.
recently my indonesian maid whom once worked
for my family came back for visit with her university friends.
it's really amazing and unexplainable.
sometimes when you tot that everything comes to an end
and you wont nv see that person forever,
but there comes a surprise visit
and that person rmbs and misses everything that happened.

really cant wait for promos and O lvl to be over
so that i can have some times to catch up with my other friends.

TO THE SPECIAL ONE!

2008-08-29T20:05:00.003+08:00

hey people. this is a post dedicated to my dearest jesslyn.

to my dearest and ever caring Jesslyn:
hey. thanks for that postcard esp the touching messages on it.
they are really encouraging and motivating.
thanks for all your trust and faith in me.
it has been long since i heard those words.
in school now, i'm doing fine now and
my end of years is in 3 weeks time.
i will survive and overcome all obstacles.
i will not fall coz tmr will never die.
i always want to do something nice for you
but i dont know what is appropriate.
maybe being around when you need me is the best way
of showing my appreciation towards all that you've done for me.
though it sounded weird to ask how are you.
but i guess that's one of my ways of showing concern to you.
i really want to share things in my life with you no matter what it is.
i hope that you will recieve the best in your life
just as any of my close friends,
may it be at home, in school, at tuition or your personal life.
i guess i should not torture your eyes
anymore from reading this long msg.
i wish you all the best for everything in life esp prelims and O lvl.
P.S. Call me or msg me if you need me k.
-FERN

just a quick update on abt this few days.
LA nights was yesterday. it's great.
the performance, the film and the stories are great.
there are more guests this year.
hopefully our junior batch will have more guest the year after.
anyway ushering job is so so tiring
esp running up and down the school more than 5 times
to guide the guest in and out of school and from place to place.
oh well, but i think it's after all something that i'm proud of.
if it wasnt us, the night will not go smooth.
if this little sacrifice can make more people happy,
i guess it's worth it.

today is staff day celebration. no comments for aces day dance.
junk food eating in class and performance to 10am.
tkgs. haha saw ms ashikin(sp?). she's so cute. haha
saw many girls. haha. huggies. shared donuts with joyce
and back to my place to watch superman's return.
fall asleep at the start coz it's really boring and i'm tired.
manage to complete the part which i havent watch yet.
went to joyce place to pick up jesslyn letter. homed. sleep. ahahah.

i'm grumbling. so just go away.

2008-08-20T21:35:00.004+08:00

hey..it's been 9 days since i posted.
it seemed really long. haha

have been sleeping over at joyce place
to watch Michael Phelps getting his 8th gold in this Olympic.
it's really great and awesome. it's amazing in fact.
he is the all time's greatest Olympian.
okay. i should stop talking abt him coz
i have done enough of that in sch.
let me finish this line first.
he's so hot, cute and handsome!!!
(i have 590 pics of him for this Olympic and they are all mine!)

i feel that my school is so ~!@#$%^&*()_+
it's the beyond the swear word.
they restrict everything.
from your head to toe and from your words to actions.
nothings seem to go right in the sch's point of view.
my skirt is freaking long. 3 fingers above the knee.
i didnt break the school rule.
it's way longer than the school's standard skirt length.
my CT pulled my skirt in the assembly ground publicly.
she has no rights to touch me. it's considered as molest coz
1. she does not seek for permission of mine to touch me.
2. i feel uncomfortable and harassed when she touched me.
this is not the first time. she should watch out
if she does that again,
it'll definitely be a complain letter against her
or even worse a lawsuit.
she was damn sarcastic. she said that:
the skirts should be 1 palm down the ankle.
what kind of skirt will that be? gown?
it just shows how immature as a teacher.
i cant believe there's such a teacher in a once-top-5 JC.
the best teachers' day present for her is to fire her.

i believe any JC or poly out there
in the east of singapore beats this school.
they totally treat us like little kids in primary school.
if you're not in proper uni, talk during assembly,
late for school, not handling homework, jaywalk,
play in the rain, have PDA, dont know to tie a tie,
you get yourself into a whole big mess of trouble with the DM.
he makes you write letter, apologise,
followed up with a long preaching and a punishment.
seriously do these help? will we really learn?
i'm feel so regret abt come over here.
i should have stayed for 2 more years
and get a decent score to go SA or VJ. this place stinks.

i have no freaking idea why do we have to take arts subject.
it's dumb. just admit it. when you put in so much hard work,
it turns out to be a shit that no one gives a damn.
when you hack care and dont do anything,
it turns out to be a fantastic piece of work which everyone praises.
it takes years after years to brush up that little simple skill
and some luck to score that little grade.
science is definitely better. you get what you put in.
that is something fair.

i'm seriously sick of ppl telling me sorry.
i think if i were to heard it a few more times,
i will be sick and disgusted by the word.
if you said sorry and yet again make the same mistake,
what's the point of saying it?
some times i think ppl say sorry because they feel bad
and they hope that it'll make them feel less guilty.

some ppl just say sorry as if it's like farting.
any place, any time, any circumstance, with any people.
they say sorry so irresponsibly just as how they fart irresponsibly
coz saying sorry is as easy as farting
since it's such a NATURAL behaviour of man.

it doesn't mean 'OKAY' or 'IT'S ALRIGHT'
even if the person really said so.
saying sorry does not absolve you of responsibility or
give you an automatic "Get Out of Jail Free" card.
It goes a long way, but it shouldn't be seen as
a license to do whatever you want.

i cant wait for promos to be over.
NO stress. NO sorry. NO late nights.
NO school work. NO teachers. NO exams.
MORE time for myself. MORE rest.
MORE shopping. MORE hanging out.
grab a bar of dark choco.

MICHAEL PHELPS

2008-08-11T21:27:00.004+08:00

hey people. have been watching beijing Olympic.
te opening ceremony was grand.
it's the best ceremony i have ever seen
it deserves more than 100 marks.

was watching Olympic swimming for the past few day.
Michael Phelps is so so talented and handsome.
his butterfly stroke is so wonderful and beautiful.
every stroke is so perfectly done and
he got streamlined body with lots of muscles.
omg i'm so determined to date a swimmer!
okay that's not the point coz
i will eventually date one if there's fate.

so went to denise house this afternoon.
met iyn yi at aljunied mrt and head down to kovan.
oh well... so slacked and have mini food party in her house.
1 hrs passed, our camera woman and daddy finally appeared.
terry did a great job today seriously.
she's really got at controlling her laughter.
i didnt know that KJ can be such a good actor man.
he can try out for drama club.
he's really fierce and violent in the film.
seriously speaking, it's very very scary and
i'm traumatised and scared by his acting.
thank god that he's not that kind of person in real life.
so we're playing with soft toys and fooling around.
denise's brother is like so cute lor. haha.
the quarrel scene is quite a headache for denise's dad
coz it's like super noisy.(i bet the neighbours are swearing)
the film goes rather smooth today.
homed for dinner. sian. watch Olympic games again.
oh... got to sleep.

this is MICHAEL PHELPS DAR.
photo: www.michaelphelps.com/

peace

2008-08-07T23:09:00.002+08:00

i hope i live in a vaccum.
totally silence.
long for the peace and calmness

running after time. too busy.
did not have time to stop and turn around.
everything seems as if they want
to have some of my time.
who is going to give me their time?
how much time is left for myself then?

so sick and tired.
cant imagine what will really happen if it get worse.
the sudden urge to get run down by a car
is getting stronger days by days.
guess i have nothing much to lose now after all.
hope that i'm dead coz at least dont have to suffer anymore.
even if there's going to have happy ending,
it doesnt matter much now.
i'm really tired.
forever calm and peace is all i ask for.

a journey which you'll nvr want to wake up

2008-08-06T23:20:00.005+08:00

waiting for my sis to come home
coz my dad is super paranoid now.
these days have been to her place to study.
i love the peace of her house, the snacks and drinks.

it was ever that productive and happy
when i studied at her place.
i love the korea seaweed,
the 1-year-expired 70% cocoa dark choco,
orea, cake and biscuits and apple syrup drink.
the snacks are really something that helps me to destress.
oh well, but i should just watch what i eat.haha.

sleeping is something that i looking forward everyday.
i just hope that i will nv wake up
coz i wont want to work.
i wont know how to face the world,
the ppl and their expectation.
it has been really tired.
if there's a switch in life,
i will choose to nv switch it on from the start,
at least i dont have to experience life.
when you nv experience,
it is always the best and the most perfect
coz you wont get to see its flaws.
i wonder if purpose of my presence is to work till death.

there's so many things that are beyond our control.
felt so helpless when things happen.
just accept our fate no matter we like it or not.
what's the point? why is it like that?
too many question. too complicate.

i guess i'm falling sick soon.
i should take a long break being alone.
a break is meant for a longer journey

so tired. so tired. so tired.
when can i end my journey of life?

pain of forgiving

2008-08-02T23:48:00.009+08:00

Many of us spend our whole lives running from feeling with the mistaken belief that you cannot bear the pain. But you have already borne the pain. What you have not done is feel all you are beyond the pain. --Bartholomew

someone once asked me what's the point of holding a grudge, and keeping those "comfortable" painful feelings inside? why cant you put it down? it's been so long. Truth is you can't forgive because you have already decided that it is too hard.

i cannot forgive what they have done becoz what they have done is unforgivable. is it really CANNOT? or the unwillingness to try? forgiving is not as simple as it seemed in drama or movie.
it takes time and effort to work through all pain to forget those hurtful events.

i dont know. it's not easy. "forgive or not?" isnt a simple qn becos the situation is different everytime. i admit i'm very selfish sometimes. when someone did something wrong, i expect apology yet i might not forgive. when i did sth wrong, i expect forgiveness and understanding.

"no one is prefect, neither am i", "everyone makes mistake". the acts of not forgiving others seemed so unreasonable all of a sudden because of these reasons. it's definitely not easy to apologies, coz it's abt the one's pride, shame or even fear.

on the lighter note,
i was out with vivian. goh and beiyi today for red cliff.
tony was all that ever hot haha.
went to mintmark. co to buy vivian's mom's birthday present.
haha. saw jj, ben, mana at citylink.
they are the people whom i least expected to see.
dinner outside tonight.
i'm going to be aunt soon haha.
i'm going to have a super cute niece or nephew.
yup.. my sis-in-law is pregnant.
it's a jan baby. wow that's so cool.

it's wrong to not forgive, but it's right to take time to forgive.
does it mean that it's fine even if it's going to take a life time?

i hope that forgiving isn't that difficult
or at least the one who is seeking for forgiveness isnt you.

distracted

2008-07-28T20:37:00.004+08:00

i'm super distracted now.
i want my disney channel back.
gosh mom nv cook dinner.
so i just eat plain rice.
discussion during LA is cool.
terry was super funny during LA.
okay. i wonder if VIP carry out class like that.
actually i'm looking forward to such discussion
coz i believe that's how IP lesson shld be carried out.
LA LA LA... 2 MATH B LESSON.

tmr is a tough and long day again.
haix. cash stripped. i dont know what i want.
no motivation now. self-actualization!
self-actualization! self-actualization! self-actualization!
okay jia you. let's finish my work asap.
to white blank ppl: trying to read? what you expecting? why aren't you studying? you urgently need self-actualization.

FART

2008-07-27T00:14:00.003+08:00

hey people. i'm here again coz i'm bored now.
i have finished all my work except for math proj.
my bro said that he will help me to finish my proj
but in the end he didnt coz he dont know what to do.
i cant really blame him for that la coz
the proj is really crap and nonsense.
it's like who the hell will let us waste their precious time
for the useless interview and mathematical eqn.
i'm done with the ranting. best thing to do now is to
FIND THE SOLUTION!

last night was one of the most horrible night.
i slept like ard 1 am. wen i enter the room, it stink.
i tot that it was the toilet. after that i realised that
the smell come from my younger sis becoz....
SHE FARTS WHEN SHE SLEEPS!
oh gosh man. can faint la.
who on earth farts when she sleeps?
if anyone does, pls tell me so that
at least i know that my sis is normal.

anyway it's like really late now.
but i'm dying to watch disney channel.
my mommy cancelled disney channel.
i miss my disney original movie like ...
meet the robinson, finding nemo,
Cinderella, HSM 3, school rock and many.
fine. say me childish or what coz i know i'm not.
i'm just young at heart.

haix. should just sleep early.
i'm going to sauna tmr with joyceey in the early morning.
okay gd night ppl.
*any takers for RED CLIFF?*

self-actualization

2008-07-25T21:57:00.002+08:00

hey people. i'm lazying ard now.
not productive at work at all.
wasted the house day rotting at home
esp in front of my tablet. damn it.
i really need to know what i really wants in life.

anyway i got so bored and i decided to have some
"quality time" with my mum and sis.
we're like watching this hong kong drama.
MUM: actually a woman is most blessed if
she can find a guy who loves her more than she loves him.
okay. this comment was weird, but it makes sense.
(i'm not going to have this super long discussion
or write a whole long chunk abt it)
so i guess this is the way how mum and dad
manage to sustain their relationship for so many years.

let's talk abt the whole e-learning thing. really sucks
i'm sure there's some conspiracy behind it.
i always have this feeling that the school is
trying to make our studying method difficult,
make us appreciate the fact that we're going to sch
and to make us rot and turn fat at home.
i'm deprived of my freedom to go out, to watch TV, to shop,
interact face to face with my friends, to watch movie and
to get more pocket money etc.

the system sucks too.
it doesnt allow me to upload any more file when
the total number of files has exceed the 1MD limit.
being super pissed off... i called the e-learning service line guy
in the middle of the night to ask him for help.
when i say middle of the night, i mean like 12 to 1am.
it's not only one time, but a few time.
i swear that he must be swearing and cursing me
for being an idiot who called in the middle of the night
coz he sounded he just woke up and was rather pissed.
i guess it's really a sad job for him... too bad.

i realised that i need to achieve self-actualization
coz i dont know what do i serve in this world and society.
i went to check abt how to achieve self actualisation
and i just found out that i belong to social needs level,
which is part of psychological aspect of Maslow's hierarchy.
i need to achieve the next level which is
esteem needs level before achieving self-actualization.
1 more checkpoint to go yet it's a long way to go.
damn it. i guess i will have to work hard then.

e-learning sucks

2008-07-23T23:51:00.003+08:00

You Should Rule Mars

Mars is a planet that shines brightly and loops wildly around the solar system.
You are perfect to rule Mars, because you are both energetic and independent.
Like Mars, you seems attractive and bright to others - but you're difficult to pin down.

You are a great thinker, but you only think in the present and ignore the future.
Full of enthusiasm and inspiration, you are into your own thing... and rather insensitive to others.

What Planet Should You Rule?
what?! i'm not sensitive? oh well... nvm since i'm a great thinker.

You Are a Jigsaw Puzzle

You are a complex person, although at first glance you seem quite simple.
Your personality is comprised of many interesting and distinct pieces.
You are captivating and often visually interesting. You can be seen from many angles.

What Kind of Puzzle Are You?

hey people. i'm sick of e-learning.
it's so not e-learning. it sucks.
LA essay qn was uploaded 25 mins late
and the submission time become 30 mins early.
i was FORCED to submit an incomplete essay.
e learning is not helpful at all.
some stuff hardly register in mind such as chem's salt.
i cant even memorise all the soluble and insoluble salt.
i have to keep flipping the pages like some mad woman.
anyway i guess the main of objective of e-learning:
to turn you mad!
oh well, so i let's see what isn't done yet:
1. chem assignment w/s
2. physic assignment 2 w/s
(omg i did assignment on foolscape. damn it.
i have to scan and upload!)
3. Math B quiz
4. Math A function homework
5. HCL daily assignment(2 more to go. jia you!)
6. Math A term 3 proj
7. LA proj
so generally, i have to complete task 1 to 5 tmr.
that means i have to slp early!

PIANG LIAO

2008-07-19T22:02:00.002+08:00

hi people.

manage to sleep for 13hrs today. so cool haha.
yijun is my alarm clock of the day.
woke me up at 11am+.
went off to mac to study.
i finish 4 packs of curry sauce. yumyum
met 2 pri school friends. they still look the same.

there's these two guy walking into macs
whose convo caught my attention
(i didnt eavesdrop, they are saying it loudy)
they are one chinese guy(CG) and one indian guy(IG).
CG: she said that her menstruation nv come.
IG: huh? menstr. nv come, 就 piang liao.
CG: haha. that shows how man i am.
omg?! can you believe it? that CG got a girl pregnant
and he still can laugh like no one's business.
ya.. you're man. like real. go eat shit la.

anyway, did math and more math.
home. bro came home! weewee.
i guess SIL was not doing a gd job.
if one day they were to divorce or my bro has a mistress,
she is responsible for it.
lala.... do chem now.

FRIDAY!

2008-07-18T23:21:00.003+08:00

hi people.
i'm slacking now.
finally got to rest now.

cohort meeting sucks.
i guess i'll only get my scholarship in my dream now.
5 station today. slack off.
maybe a silver or bronze.
settled LA proj storyline. gosh man.
i tot that it's going to take forever.
thank ms cheah for her inspirational suggestion,
we finally got things to work out. haix.
so sad that i cant go with zan, chai li and vivian.g to POPEYE.
ICAS math. lame shit. waste my time.
the last five qns are difficult.
cold war is over. dad surrendered.
cant wait to relax and sleep late into the afternoon.
so sian now. bio done. physic part done.
shit it's late liao and i'm still not slping.
nvm. oh.. i want to watch tv now.

NO MORE SMS

2008-07-17T23:42:00.004+08:00

greetings.

school is depressing today again.
super pissed off.
i think i should think twice the next time
if i have the choice to choose between individ or group work.
anyway this whole thing really put down my mood.
tired and sick of everything. i'm stressed.
dont feel like reading any unimpt sms or
hear any unnecessary phone calls.
but anyway thank mariam for giving out
the sickbay bed for me to catch some slp.
thank sis for sponsoring my retail therapy today.
went to cotton on to buy clothes. sales. cheap. 50++ for 3.

people, if you see me not replying a sms
that means i dont feel like replying.
so dont bother to wait or to send me another one
unless it's urgent school work.
if you're sending some LONG unimpt personal issue msg,
maybe you should think twice when you send
coz in the first place i might not think that it's as impt
and i wont read it (i will just delete the msg before opening).
no. 2 it just going to be wasting your time
and money to type out the msg.

DEPRESSING

2008-07-15T20:48:00.002+08:00

greeting.
short update.

yesterday was super depressing.
didnt get my jacket,
over to MANGO to get my stuff.
but all thanks to joyce for saving my day.
i love you. thanks for everything.
thanks for saving my tears and
thanks for assuring everything.
thanks for accompanying me when i need my friends so badly.
thanks for going thru all the hard time with me. *hugs*
mac for orea cheese cake and apple crumbles.
homed for KFC. out to mac for group study.

today not enough sleep.
2.4 run. wrng shoe, not enough training.
yunnan OCIP. ended late.
late sleeping for today. screw up chem and LA.
i cant take it anymore. i need to sleep very badly.
btw, let me say it again. I DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND!
someone got me irritated and i felt worse in the afternoon .
it's like rubbing salt on the wound!
i realised that being nice is a foolish act.
so the next time if i'm not in the mood,
i should just be as rude or as dao as usual.
why care if pple think that i'm rude?
coz no one will bother right?

tmr is another depressing day.
dont disturb me.

CAP

2008-07-13T20:28:00.004+08:00

STRESS.

hope no one can see how i look like now.
if wearing a cap can distract people's attention from me,
i hope that i can wear it for good.
pls dont try to look under the cap. it's rude.

wonder if i'm the only one who is in a bad mood recently.
if i'm not, then what happened to them?
is it something else?
if it is not, we must experiencing from the same thing.
since this is so, what's wrong with us?
is it our problem or others?

in this world, there's 2 type of people
who are stressed or depressed:
the first one wants people to show them attention,
so they create a scene is public place by crying etc.
the second one wants people to know that they aren't okay
and wants the others to treat her normally
yet not to touch on any touchy matters.
i guess i'm belong to the second one and
maybe abit of the first one when i get mad and scream at ppl.

is there any cure for this?
the most obvious answer, according to vivian, is retail therapy.
i cant deny it coz of all the excitement and satisfaction.
maybe i should buy more caps and shades.
but this is a pricey treatment, so i guess not too often then.
what to do? choco? strawberry?
i guess they no longer have that 'magic' effect on me now.

i dont want to hear any more negative things.
i cant take the blow.
rather hear people lie to me at least for this period of time.

kerosene

2008-07-08T21:10:00.003+08:00

greetings.

today was greatly inspired by ms cheah to work hard.
i'm going to start off with reader's digest and TIMES mag
to know more current affairs and vocabulary since
i have a super weak foundation. oh gosh.
i was so traumatised by ms cheah and her HELLO!
i was nearly freaked out when i pick up my phone
and heard someone saying HELLLOOO to me.
i'm so going to make everyone shock and wow
with my suddenly improvement in LA for promos
coz i have planned my
AWESOME promo intensive mugging list!
in another words, i'm going to study hard and
get myself prepared for promos NOW!
i'm so not going to end my TA2 life like that(current state)!

okay so went to yunan OCIP meeting.
ended pretty late. they are having bazaar.
i have no idea abt anything and
i have to get down to work on the second day.
hectic life right? the aim is to raise as much fund as possible.
i'm handling my shift all alone. hopefully everything runs smoothly.

on a more serious tone.
i have no idea why am i in such a bad mood recently.
i'm totally confused what i really want now.
but sometimes things just change so fast that
it doesnt give you time to decide and think.
things are no longer like the past.
things are definitely more difficult and different to face now.
ever been speechless when you face someone?
do you still know or even recognise who is who?
esp those people who you once closed to?
are you ready to face and accept them again?
or would you take a neutral stand,
just let go of your hands and left them in lurch?
or maybe become hard-hearted and cut the ties?

i have never expect myself to explode(emotionally)
all of a sudden after one year of shutting it down.
i can tell you that it's not easy to make me really mad and stuff. those usual stuff abt bitching abt others, complaining or whinning
are just normal stuff and i dont meant by really angry when i say it.
(not even the fish issue can get me burning mad inside)
i might get 'mad' and laugh off as a joke.
it's been so long that i finally get really mad and yell at ppl.
not that i have a choice. for that instant or two, i just cant control.
maybe just like what others said, i've lost it.
ya and there comes ppl saying things like
'hey, you're HUIFEN. you cant afford to lose it!
do you know what it meant by losing it?'
i had have enough of all this. i'm not superwoman.
i'm not a girl with high EQ to control my mood.
my emotions are not much to my control now
if anythings just gets into my way,
i wont hesitate but to go all my way to get rid of it.
say me harsh or whatsoever coz i really cant be bothered.
sorry if i might have been harsh, but think my words through.
they are not harsh but that's fact and that's the ultimate truth.

i'm like a tank of kerosene.
all you have to do is to create some sparks
the next moment a forest fire is created.
are you able to face the consequences?
death and loss of loves one? injury? hurt?
do sth to it before it's too late,
coz when fire finishes bruning,
there's no turning point by then.

youth day

2008-07-07T20:40:00.002+08:00

hi people. i'm back today.
i'm now perfectly fine.
oh well, i guess nothing than seeing the Js
can make me feel better.

today i meet up with the Js in joyce's hse.
janice was so blur and she didnt bring her umbrella.
haha. being such nice friends of her,
joyce and i picked her up from macs.
the first hours of the group study isnt all that efficient
coz we are catching up with one another for the past few wks,
eating chips and chocolates,
and were looking thru tkgs year bk to check for FAMOUS girls.
reminiscing abt those times in tkgs was definitely sth great.
i realised that girls from softball are super chio and pretty.
haha. so hw hw hw. i really screwed a big time for LA.
i came out of an idea. the HOMEWORK AGENCY!
it will be the most popular agency among students in the future.
i will earn big $$ from the students. gosh man. i'm so smart.
anyway i was too stress half way thru my essay and
i nearly finish joyce's seaweeds, as in half a huge packet.
i bet her mom is going hate me after today coz
i dirtied the living rm and wrappers were all over the place.
watching DCJ(Da Chang Jin) with joyce.
head down to my block coz joyce is staying over at her aunt's place.

currently still having cold war with my dad.
he's definitely USSR and i'm US.
i will survive until the end of this war. hahah.
that's evil. gosh
...
...
...
...
...
but i like it. hahaha.

MOODY!

2008-07-06T00:28:00.003+08:00

greeting.

i'm still not in a good mood coz
i couldnt find my stuff becoz my mom touched them!
and they are all messed up.
okay well... nvm then.

WARNING PEOPLE:
DO NOT TOUCH HUI FEN'S BELONGINGS UNLESS WITH HER PREMISSION*, ESPECIALLY WHEN THE ITEMS ARE NEWLY BOUGHT! EVEN PERMISSION IS GRANTED, MAKE SURE IT IS THE PERMISSION TO TOUCH IT, OTHERWISE YOU CAN ONLY TAKE A GLANCE, NOT EVEN A LOOK!
YOU HAVE TO TREAT IT WELL, THEY MUST REMAIN INTACT. MAKE SURE THEY LOOK LIKE HOW THEY USED TO BE ORIGINALLY. PUT THEM BACK NEATLY TO THEIR ORIGINAL POSITION. THE DISPLACEMENT OF THE BELONGINGS MUST BE ZERO, WHICH MEANS THERE IS NO NET DISPLACEMENT!
*if you dont even know what is displacement, net displacement or the difference between distance and displacement, then for goodness sake dont even dare you to ask for permission to touch my things, faggot(coded from James).

back. i was watching 19th golden melody awards last night.
jay chou won so many awards.
my sis said that the lyrics of his songs are used in
chinese literature test in Taiwan high school.
i didnt really know much abt his song but he must be great.

this morning i'm in a freaking nugget bad mood.
i'm so freaking tired and my dad scolded me again
for making his beloved son to wait in the restaurant.
pls look at the freaking clock!
it's freaking 6.45am in the sunday morning!
it is sunday for a freaking simple reason which is to sleep more!
fine. get into the car, just realised that we have to pick granny up.
did i mention before how much i dont like my granny?
nvm. long story. just keep in mind that i dont like her.

reached the place. my bro was late. wahpiang.
kena scolding for nothing and he didnt get scolding la.
what is going on with the world? the world has gone upside down!
i'm going to use a screwdriver to screw it man!
finally done with oh-so-freaking-early breakfast and
i thought that it's almost time to head home for some sleep.
but i ended up at my granny's place coz she invited us.
let me tell you this... i dont like to go to her house!
it's a waste of my whole big time coz we do nothing at her place
but just to put our butt on the sofa and watch tv.
i have no single idea what she's talking abt
since i dont understand dialect and i cant be bothered to learn.
say that i'm not filial granddaughter or whatsoever, like i care.

homed sleep. make a big big checklist and
i start on my LA - there will come soft rains (TWCSR)
damn LA. wth man. there goes my youth day.
what shit youth day when you got tons of work to do?
2 math paper corrections, one chinese w/s(it's a simple)
one whole chunk of physic research and KC,
one essay on TWCSR. all due on tues.
what is this man? youth day homework?come on.
what is youth day when you dont even get to enjoy it?

okay these few days i'm in a freaking bad mood.
i'm not very good at controlling my temper and all
since i am well known for having a below-average-EQ
so dont disturb me!
if you see me daoing you, just go away coz
you are either saying or doing something stupid or retarded.
if you see me raising my voice, just shut up coz
you are saying sth that angers me.

i'm perfectly fine. if you dont know the word 'fine',
then go search dictionary, dude!

1000-words essay

2008-07-04T22:12:00.004+08:00

greetings.

i'm in a bad mood now.
my dad has menopause and he vented his anger on me.
he didnt even want to give me the chance to explain.
so i'm angry now. i have no idea why he's doing this to me.
this is not fair! where's the justice?
he's like super duper harsh with his words.
i swear, even my mom cant stand it and asked him to SHUT UP!
is he trying to insult me or himself coz he has
failed his duty as a father to nurture me?
wtv man. i has wrote a 1000 words essay to scold him!
i think by the end of the year, if i accumulate everything,
i can publish a book on how much i dont like abt my dad.

anyway i has to update my blog.
wednesday. bio paper. just barely passed.
gosh man. i did so poorly la. i failed my bio essay. shit
it's all that fish fault. let me teach you ppl
how talk if you want to be a fish like her:
1. burn your notes!
2. you dont know, now you know la.
3. this is basic!
4. i'm just telling you!
5. choose the BEST three answers!
they are so classic man. this is the first time
i heard a teacher that ask her students to burn their notes.
if we dont study from our notes, where we study from?
i told my mom that and she said just fire her!
ya. i hope that she gets pregnant and stays at home forever.
and what the hell with this sentence:
"you dont know, now you know la."
she didnt even teach or tell us that
we are supposed to know abt certain stuff,
of course we wont know la.
what's the point of tellinf us that when the exam is over?
i felt so lucky that my mom was supportive and was siding me.
she said that she wont turn up for PTC( parents-teachers conference)
coz she doesnt want to hear that fish badmouthing abt me.
just knew from miss jiang that i failed math. sad
my first math paper that i failed in my whole life.

thursday... physic was funny.
i was playing with the robot.
i think i have drained the power of the batteries coz
there's burning smell from the robot. damn it.
i'm going to steal the batteries from other groups.
James super sarcastic la... he told ms choo
i'm a spoilt brat and i spend my time running ard the hse
switching on and off the lights. haha. joker sia.
it's terry la. she's the one. not me!
oh tell you ppl a fantastic discovery abt calvin's phone.
the flip of the handphone can open 135 degrees wide coz
initially i tot that it can only open up to 80 degrees.
how amazing right? so i was playing with his phone.
open and close... open and close. accrding to calvin,
i drained his battery power coz of all the closing and opening.

today school. group pe slack. scored extra 1 mark for math
so what ... math paper failed. bio lesson sian.
fish is trying to act concern abt our math result.
such a hypocrite man. i bet the next min she will be
playing tennis and bitching abt us to another teacher.
i heard from ZAN that ACSI's tie is from HUGO BOSS.
i want one. i also want the IB's uniform. their uniform so smart.
mac with terry and vivian g till 2.15pm. homed.

URGH! YEAH!

2008-07-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

hey people. i'm like really down now.
all thanks to the JCT's earthquake.

JCTs are horrible. from what i know so far,
i had failed MATH! coz i failed math Paper 1
and it's impossible for me to score above 45 for paper 2.
i failed LA! coz accrding to the fact that i have nv pass
any comprehension since last year and
from the very fact that ms cheah describes the papers as
a catastrophe just like sichuan earthquake,
(what an apt description man.)
it's a chop-stamp- fail.

the passing rate for bio is like 5 out of 24.
which like less than 20%.
i hope that i'm the lucky one that passes.

today, mass pe= walking coz i'm having some rash.
Physic paper is #$%^&*. so many trick qns.
and i got a 0 for a page that cost 7 marks. how smart.
anyway shant be too sad abt the mcq part.
coz darren did as badly too since
"great minds think alike".
chem paper is like better than expected coz i tot
i'm going to fail and all. i cant believe that justin
actually has the luck to get the last 4 qns of mcq correct
when all he does was just to do random choosing!
anyway cheer up ppl. do you best for the next round k. jia you.
bathe during lunch. LA = self-directed proj discussion.
math B= vectors (it's freaking me out!)
SS= love for econs. haha. opportunity cost!

i meet my sis at tampines to get her stuff and homed.
i'm telling my mommy abt the JCTs thing.
my mommy was like URGH?!
and i was like YEAH!
so the whole dinning room is like....
URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH! URGH?! YEAH!
okay stop.
it seemed so unbelieveable to my mom and
she tot that her daughter suddenly become stupid becoz
her grade sucks. haha. so funny right?
ya it sucks. wat to do then?

pray and hope all the best for bio paper.
anyway if i failed....
i will just stuff myself with tons of chocos and icecream.
gosh man. someone better stop me before i went crazy!

any idea what it meant by 'NO SHOPPING'?

2008-06-28T16:57:00.004+08:00

hey people. i'm bored.
i was at home the whole yesterday and today
watching movies and dramas.
no outing. no visiting. no invites.

oh ya.. so on friday.. as in yesterday i mean
i was at home as i have already mentioned.
i was going through the whole phone list and
whatsoever list that i can ever find
among the mess in my bookshelf.
why am i doing so? i'm searching for ppl to spend my friday.
gosh ... so desperate right? coz i cant wait to leave my house!
but too bad... most of my classmates and friends are having
school or the stupid last history paper for JCTs
which i have no idea why must they have it in the afternoon.

anyway not to mention abt the high possibility that my mommy
is suffering from SEVERE MENOPAUSE symptom.
she's practically trying to engage in an argument with me.
i wonder why is it called MENOPAUSE.
is it trying to say that MENstruation-nO?!-PAUSEd!
which mean...menstruation? no! coz it has paused!
oh that's why woman become cranky after 45.
i hope i dont become like that...
if not i will just commit suicide by 35.

i was watching hongkong drama with my dearest sis
who is also getting cranky and severe moodswing.
i was blamed for everything that mommy did...for example:
she scolded me coz mom switched off the Internet access
or the main electrical point of the tv.

haha...it's just too bad for her to know that
my mom has implemented a new house rule:
1. all Internet access should be switched off at 11.30pm
or latest 11.45 pm and EVERTHING should be off by 12am.
2. whoever that uses the Internet access over 12 am
will be fined 5 bucks per night.
3. the rules will nv change under any condition
such as doing last min proj work or any other nonsense.
see that ppl? so dont get me into a mess.
i have pathetic allowance.imagine if i break the rules for 3 days...
i will only left like 15bucks per week.
(recently, i have the belief or at least convinced that the reason
why mommy gives me such little allowance is becoz she's been
secretly saving it for her car.)

hm.. so today was just something like yesterday.
just that i'm on good terms with mom today
though i have this bad feeling that she's becoming cranky again
which actually happened without the need to say.
i was all so MENTALLY PREPARED to go out with my mom
to do some shopping in town.
you know... some people just wondered
why must i be mentally prepared?
like what is so horrible to go out with mommy shopping?
1. i have been shopping alone, with sis or with friends
since 10 which is primary 4!(i buy my own br*!)
2. i love it when i get full control of the money when i spend it.
3. it's really good to buy the things i like
and my shopping partner agrees with me.
4. i enjoy the accompany and freedom to go to whichever shop
i like to check out or to buy my stuff.

but going out with mommy will be:
1. i have no rights and freedom to choose whatever i like
coz she's the one who pays for the bill.
2. she decides the place and shop i should visit.
3. she comments and criticizes everything i like.
4. she makes me feel guilty for everything she pays.
5. she makes me try and wear whatever she likes.
6. i'm given time limit for shopping or maybe for every shop i visit.

mom said that driving car is now one of the most luxurious activity
due to the price of the petrol and the worst part is
that the ERP thingy is getting into my way too!
fine then! shopping is called off.
less ppl shops. less business. less tax. ecomony will be bad.
developement will slow! ppl will migrate to other countries
for better job opportunity and better living condition.
smaller population. shortage of manpower in society. poor developement.
blah blah. see... that's the consequences when ppl dont go shopping.

okay. wtv man.just cut it off for today
before i sounded more bitchy and spoiled over this
whole i'm-not-going-to-shopping thingy.

haha.. and dad got fined for parking at double yellow line
and the letter is directed to mommy. how interesting.
here's the thing:
daddy got a car for mommy and had it under his name while
mommy got a car for daddy and had it under her name.
so practically daddy is driving mommy's car and
mommy is driving daddy's car. okay so it's pretty confusing ya..
but nv coz i have no idea whose car is whose now.
forget abt it la... as long as there's car, everything is fine!

end of JCTs

2008-06-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

hi people. i'm finally back from all the mugging and JCTs.
let's have a super long update k. haha
so back to where i have stopped...
hm... family dinner right??

so study study and study
meet up with chaili at national lib to study.
sunday was TKGS band concert.
went out with janice to bugis for dinner and to get JOYCE flowers!
haha but there's no champagne rose so i got her two roses instead.
hahah my roses look prettier than janice's.
meet up with chaili at tanjong pajar mrt station.
off to singapore conference hall.
haha.. i met kim, Gnat, annabelle tee*HUGS*.
ended pretty early. hope there's more but
oh well i guess have to wait for 2 more years again. homed.
oops... forgetten abt fathers' day.
hm...i accompanied my sis to cold storage in the afternoon
to buy ingredient for dinner.
it was quite weird actually coz i was made to carry the basket.

monday was just spent getting myself a bio encyclopedia and
my frankenstein book from my locker. it's kind of sian.
the remaining days are just slacking nonstop.
woke up at 9 am. watch tv till 12 or 1 pm depend on mood.
study until 6pm. dinner + tv till 10 pm.
study and sleep at 11 or 12am.
okay...i only studied like 4 to 5 hrs .
yup so i'm not a very efficient person as you see.

first day of JCTs... LA and CHEM paper.
i'm going to fail LA for nuts. i have no idea what i'm writing!
haha. terry is so distracting!
she took off her shoe and kept shaking her legs.
CHEM paper is horrible. i dont have enough time to finish the MCQs!
haha. i left like the whole of last page blank which costs me 4 marks.
section A essay qns. all thanks to the mole concept qn
i didnt get to finish the last 2 qns completely as in
the qns are not answered fully. darn it la.
but most of the qns esp mcq i have done or seen before.
so hopefully i can scored some decent marks.
oh ya... justin is super distracting too!
he's trying to see my OAS answers (haha you think i dont know issit?)
and he kept banging his head on the table!

second day math paper 1 and physic paper
math paper sucks. tat's it. dewei was like doing super fast!
oh gosh... stress....
physic paper. average. i know most of the qns. hopefully pass.
anyway i just realised that many people dropped physic.
james was the distraction of the day.
he kept moving his head up and down. oh he sneezed non stop.

3rd day bio paper
luohan fish is super annoying.
"you either cut your hair or tie it"
wtv... your hair sucks too. you know what??
there's no cure for it. the only way to solve it is...
you either chop off your head or shave your hair.
back. my hand suffered from slight cramp during the test coz
last night i was copying out all the bio notes to refresh memory.
bio paper was rather easy or maybe the easier science paper.
terry was super smart, the difference of transcription and replication:
transcription is revised by terry but no replication.

today last two paper HCL and Math paper 2
zan was going crazy in the morning abt phoebe(sp?)
HCL is a killer paper. it was actually set to meet the PRC's standard.
oh well. it will be good enough to pass.
Math paper 2 is easy esp with the help of GC.
omg i'm falling in love with GC. haha
terry was trying to be funny again. her answer for the nature of curve:
the nature of the curve is sad :( omg can faint man.
homed. i saw this little girl at 7-11.haha she's so cute!
she's trying to pull the door but she didnt have enough strength.
so i helped her too pull it. i guess she didnt notice it. haha.
anyway she's just so cute! haha.

hm... tmr i have no paper... i'm thinking of how to spend my day.
maybe i should just try to catch up with some of my tv dramas.
oh and also with my choco. my mom bought loads of choco.

after this week of JCTs,
i have concluded the top 5 people that you should not sit near to:
1. justin: he likes to peep on your paper and
he distract others by sleeping and banging his head on the table.
2. james: he sneezes and he unintentionally distract others by sleeping.
3.terry shen: she likes to take off her shoe and air her feet by
swaying them to and fro. she distract ppl when she roll her dice for mcq.
4. ZAN: he writes a lot! he uses a lot of paper. he finishes his paper
very fast and he like to press his calculator quickly. WHY??
coz he was to stress the ppl out!
5. Dewei: he complete his math paper super duper fast! stress.

haha... anyway dont take it too personally.
oh well i'm off to watching youtube now.see you ppl again.

TRIP. 3

2008-06-11T11:25:00.002+08:00

hey ppl. i'm finally back! haha
anyway havent been studying really hard these days.
bad girl! haha. oops. okay. study hard ya.

have been studying with janice and joyce at macs
every alternate days or so. haha.
haha. joyce looks like a peach now...or maybe lobster?
oops... ahah. she's red! hahaa.. okay i sounded evil.
wanna guess the reason?
haha... coz she's having sectionals in
the afternoon at assembly ground!
eat eat eat... study study study.
watch kungfu panda. he's so cute!
he got this big round fair tummy.
aww... i just hope that i can hug it.

yesterday was great yet scary.
family dinner at meritus mandarin triple three.
the spread is good. haha. i love their dessert!
chocolates! yumyum. oh strawberries also!
we ordered a 6litre vintage wine! freak huge!
haha. it's so smooth. the cheesecakes go well with it.
didnt finish the whole huge bottle.
uncle brought it home.
went up to chatterbox. wow! the ambiance is good.
mom and dad once went there to try
their 'legendary chicken rice'.haha..
maybe one day shall go there and try too.
way home is scary coz of the heavy storm.
mom's car almost collide with the car in front of her.
shit that guy! he think he owes the whole ECP?
nvm la... safely back home. dad was so sweet.
he waited us at the void deck with umbrella.
watched tv with mom and sis till 1 am. rare.

back to study physics!

ORANGE+EEYORE+LONELY DAO

2008-06-02T15:02:00.003+08:00

hey ppl. finally go the time to

update after 2 days of mugging.
haha just complete all the math revision.
hm.. so now is my break time.
have i said that choco goes the best with mugging??
hah. chocolates are amazing esp those with nuts.

saturday! woke up at 12.30pm.
darn it! walau it's saturday!
you know what is so big deal abt saturday?
in case you ppl dont know...
SATURDAY is the day whereby special PRIVILEGES
is given to SLEEP MORE !gosh man.
my maid draws the curtain!
ME: AUNTTTIIIEEE! close it! TODAY IS SATURDAY!
meimei and mum quarrelling outside the room.
ME: MOM!!!! TODAY IS SATURDAY!
sis bang the toilet door.
ME:JIE! TODAY IS SATURDAY!
nvm woke up and group studying with joyce and jan at macs
went to mrt station to pass chia li her tix. guess who i met?
omg! it's jellyfish! ARGH! he walked so fast!
nvm... i knew where he's going anyway.
eat a lot of junk food. they have this panda kunfu set meal.
it's interesting but dont try the onion rings.
i was crazy over curry sauce. that's weird.
back to studying. it started raining!
saw one old granny coming into macs and was sitting alone.
she looks lonely.
joyce: that granny looks so poor thing.
me: ya... i think she either have no spouse and children or
her spouse died early and her children
cant be bothered to look after her.
joyce: if my parents look like this granny when they grew old,
i will be very sad.
i think i will also feel the same too.
but if my spouse were to died early and i have no children
i will died together with him.
i will nv want to be like that granny.
study study. homed.
guess who we saw in front of the lift at joyce's place?
LONELY DAO! okay. it's a beige fat cat.
it always lying down on the floor at the middle of the pathway
in front of the lift and refuse to move away.
it always appear at that area by itself
it will ignore you no matter what you do e.g. touch it, feed it.
it will just yawn and close its eyes.
therefore we come to a conclusion...
this is a dao-y lonesome cat.
in order for easy references, we decided to name it...
LONELY DAO!
LONELY its first name and DAO its last name.

lonely dao daoing me and joyce

lonely dao in front of the lift. dao me and joyce again!

sunday... mug mug mug.
okay. quite sian. play with my eeyore and orange!

hey... see. i'm so hardworking! heehee. i steal her pen!

hello, my name is eeyore! i'm so smart! i know how to use the GC!

ME: auntie, see... this orange has a big head and small body!
AUNTIE(maid): haha. ya.. so small. dont know how to walk properly.
ME: ya... haha. ah... what's this(the blacks string)?
(my sis came into the room and she carried orange in front of the mirror)
ME: jie, the orange has big head small body!
SIS: ya... you know how it walks?? it walks on the green stalk!
(demonstration of orange walking)
SIS: see... so cute. eh... what's this(black string)?
AUNTIE: i dont know la.
SIS: this is SALIVA!

today! woke up super late like 11am??
okay... mugging. daddy, mommy, sis and meimei
went to johor makan and play.
for the sake of mugging, i decided to stay at home!
so good girl right? i think my parents are proud of me.
damn it. 1.5hrs gone liao. back to study!

started mugging liao!

2008-05-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

hey people here. hm...
these two days i have been quite efficient in work!
i finished all the trigo and partial fraction
extra exercise and revision! yippee.
i'm moving on to differentiation and integration! WOW!
i'm so excited abt it.

i've started on intensive mugging since yesterday.
and that means that i will have no break time.
so dont call me for chitchat until it's 10pm.
yup... i'm relaxing now coz it's my personal time.

went to joyce's house for group study.
it's always fun studying in her bedroom.
i realised that she is one of my longest best friend!
i cant believe for we manage to be so close after like 4 years
with 2 years when we're not in the same school.
haha... how amazing is life! oh... janice too.
okay.. back to group study.
you will nv be hungry at joyce's house coz
she has tons of snacks ready for her guest!
she made me become addicted to her spicy seaweed.
it must be some evil plot of hers! haha.
i have smarties choco!
the more you eat the smarter you are! haha
i bought my cute little eeyore along.
he's so cute. aww. i think joyce is smitten by it.
i was reminded of this little tune that was once sang in class.
"sine cosine cosine sine, 3.14159,
do you math and you're be fine"
haha. it's was quite entertaining and funny.

haha. that's abt it. i got to sleep liao. take care.

PRICKLY HEAT

2008-05-27T19:32:00.004+08:00

hey people. i'm homed now slacking.
okay. let this be once and for all...
i admit i have the mugger look but
it doesnt mean that i mug everyday.
i'm still normal human after all dude.

this morning 8am to school for SMO.
smo is singapore math olympiad.
it's kind of difficult. for sure die man.
i was mad with one of the SMO qn!
i was deciding between the ans 6 or 7
and i chose 6 at the end. omg....
the ANSWER is 7! shit!

lunch! opp sch. meet up with anna and terry.
they brought me my present.
6 of them in total! it's like a big wow!
haha anyway they are all wrapped out in newspapers
in forms of handbags, candy and pineapple.
i was made to unwrapped everything. haha
yup... so guess what i received! haha
5 bottles of prickly heat powder.
3 big ones and 2 small ones.
2 classic powder, 1 lavendar, 1 anti-bacteria, 1 herbal.
haha... that's not everything yet.
i still have one prickly heat soap and one darlie toothpaste.
accrding to terry... the darlie looks like willy wonka.
haha. willy wonka looking at you!
(off the story for a while:
my mom was asking me what those powder were for?
so my reply is to keep cool during summer.)
anyway thanks for those presents.
it's the thoughts that count.
thanks for those powder.
i can stock them up at home
for next year's summer season
in case the price of the powder went up.

math make-up class...
lib to borrow romeo and juliet.
met joyce on the way home.
went to her house to watch romeo+juliet.
her room is PURPLE! i love it!
so is her bed and curtains! argh! i also want.
back to the movie, romeo+juliet.
it's a contemporary version.
it's so sweet and touching! gosh... i love it!
Claire Danes was indeed an angel.
oh... and dont forget abt...
Leonardo DiCaprio! wow!
he's so handsome and hot! haha.
he got this pair of cool blue eyes.
aww... he makes my heart melts!
i watched the movie titanic when i was young...
when i saw leonardo die in the movie.
i was like damn freaking sad la
and i tot that he really died! haha.

GSS

2008-05-26T22:19:00.002+08:00

hi people. i'm just back from dinner!
wow! haha. went shopping with sis at marina sq.

let's starts from this morning then...
went to dentigene for dental appt with dr lim.
white top. bright green bottom! heehee...
homed. showered. off to marina sq.
watched MADE OF HONOUR!
that movie is so funny. it's great!

meet up with jiejie to SHOP!
GSS is the second best event in whole singapore
after end of the year Christmas sales.
went to an unknown brandless shop to
buy a black jeans short skirt for 30 bucks. (U.P 35 bucks)
okay... but it's quite plain. nvm la.
ESPRIT! wow... the love!
bought like 2 tops. one red and one green.
i think jiejie's fashion style had influenced me!
the bill was cheap, 35 bucks coz of...
ESPRIT membership card, $50 voucher gift and sales!
the usual price before all these discount is
$109.70!!! total difference is $74.70. OMG!
THEBODYSHOP! wow...
passion fruit is the love now!
bought passion fruit body butter and body scrub for...
$33.90 (U.P. $59.80 )haha...
there goes one more stamp on my rewarding card!
ROYALSPORTINGHOUSE!
trying to get myself a new sports bra.
didn't go quite well coz
the design i want is out of size and
the colour i want went out of stock.
but i still bought a sky blue nike sport bra
for 48 bucks after 10% discount.

JOHNLITTLE - LINGERIE SECTION
(skip this if you're not open-minded enough to read)
i wanted to do shopping at triumph
but there isnt any design and colour i like.
pierre cardin! their panties boxer is super cute!
it's cheap too. it's like 3 for $15.90.
i'm upload the pic if i have time.
i bought a half cup dark blue bra
after searching for 30 mins.
anyway it's cheap too!
okay... shan't disclose the amt.

CHARLES AND KEITH...
bought a silver stripe heels...
it's pretty! i love it.
thank jiejie for choosing the correct colour for me.
it's 35 bucks. oops... does it come with discount??
i hope it does coz otherwise i will feel guilty.
STARBUCKS for teabreak(not really coz it's ard 6.30pm)
had chocolate muffin and hot chocolate drink.
yumyum... so chocosy.
daddy pick up us for dinner at some chinese restuarant.
i always look forward to most of the family dinner!
10 june! wow! but it has changed from
Ritz Carlton to Meritus Mandarin! :(
anyway dinner was good. lot of laughter. homed.

TIME TO CLEAR THE WAREDROBE!
so here's the plan...
start of with jiejie's one, next is mine, then is meimei's.
jiejie has tons of skirts, shoes, pants and shirts!
some were nv worn before.
mine... almost the same. maybe lesser. haha.
pass some of my super oversize clothes to meimei.
meimei's waredrobe is super small...
maybe she has yet to learn the ART of SHOPPING!

most ridiculous!

2008-05-24T00:00:00.004+08:00

hey ppl just get back from mardi gras.
okay since so many ppl are asking me
if i'm feeling well... so here's the answer:
i'm no feeling well! i just vomited and
i'm having fever now.
i hope i answered your qns.

yup.. so busy selling soda water. yup.
beat-boxing is wonderful. haha.
homed.

anyway thanks for ppl for wishing me happy birthday.
thank you iyn yi, LXQ dear, Tingke!, rachel yong and KJ.
a special thank you for BEIYI!
thanks for the eeyore toy! it's so cute.
i will put it on my studytable everyday!
then eeyore will be super smart like me haha. jk.
a BIG BIG thanks to LXQ dear for smsing me happy birthday
despite going thru all the trouble to do so.
thank you tingke for rmbing my b;dae and
wishing me on my tagboard.
a big thanks to Rachel yong for rmbing my birthday
though we aren't like super close and yup. anyway thank you.
i love you girls. *HUGS!*

BIRTHDAY

2008-05-22T22:25:00.003+08:00

hey ppl. thank you for wishing me happy birthday.
i appreciate those who did and i love you ppl k.
no matter i say it or not, i hope you ppl
knows it in your heart that i love you all.
haha. anyway a big thank you.
(haha... and of course i will definitely know those who didnt)

thank you:
MEIMEIfor buying me this cute eeyore pouch and wishing me happy birthday before and on my birthday.
JIEJIE for reminding me abt my birthday, wishing me happy birthday before and on my birthday and getting me such a nice body shop shampoo that i have been eyeing since i dont know when.
DADDY for rushing back from overseas trip to wishing me happy birthday and give me a big birthday angpao.
MOMMY for wishing happy birthday and make nice birthday and dinner for me.
Joyce.L to be the FIRST to wish me happy birthday thru sms, going out with me to cityhall to jalan jalan and talk to me.
Terry to be the SECOND person, but the FIRST TJ friend that wish me thru sms, ask me what materialistic items i want, wish me happy birthday in school with a weird hug.
Jesslyn to be the FIRST to wish me on msn and later on phone, and offer me to a swensen ice cream.
Janice to be the FIRST to wish me over the phone, and offer me ice cream treat with jesslyn.
Wadee to be the THIRD to wish me thru sms.
YI JUN the FOURTH...
SELENA the FIFTH.... (anyway happy birthday to you too. haha. may you have a wonderful birthday forever and all the best in life.love you. XOXO.)
ZAN the SIXTH to wish me thru sms and the FIRST to sing me birthday song.
BEIYI... ANDREA... JUSTIN... CHIA LI... SENERE for wishing me happy birthday
ANGELINE for wishing me happy birthday with a wonderful nice hug.
ANNABELLE. K for wishing me over the phone happy birthday with a nice birthday song.
SIMIN to be the SECOND to wish me over msn. MANASWI the THIRD!
and KIM. KHOO the FOURTH!

ever since young, i tot that birthday is
the most special day in one's life.
but i was proved wrongly today
coz it just seemed so ordinary to me.
when i was out with joyce at starbuck marina sq...
she asked me: if you got three wishes now, what do you wish for?
my immediate response: to have all the money for unlimited shopping.
but later to realise that it was not what i want.
so ... my three wishes now are:
1. i want all my FAMILY and friends to be
blessed with love, happiness and health.
2. i wish for peace in the world, in a community and in heart.
3. i wish for a successful and fruitful future for
myself with a wonderful career and family.
(so sorry... but i guess i'm just selfish at times
coz no human is perfect.)

anyway... i'm too tired now to carry on. if i miss out anyone just simply left your name on the tagboard k. anyway these names mentioned are meant for those who wished me on my birthday or in advance. thank you.

SICK 2 - i'm at home

2008-05-19T15:05:00.005+08:00

hey people. i'm so bored now.
i'm at home. doing what??
mugging la!

initial plan for today is cancelled
partially due to my illness and time clash.
okay... so i'm at home now!
i haven't been stepping out of my house since
thursday when i reached home
unless you count visiting the doctor lee as going out.
so everything goes in a routine form:
woke up. breakfast. medication. sleep. lunch. medication. work.
sleep. dinner. work. tv. medication. sleep. next day.
boring isnt it? haha... i think i'm going to get used to it soon.
breakfast: bread + cheese spread. egg. ginseng tea.
lunch and dinner: fish porridge... sian....

so sian. i need to get sth done before school starts on wednesday
which is to... RECOVER! so that:
1. i can eat all my fav food like choco, strawberry, apple pie,
isotonic drink H2O. omg... i'm missing all these food.
2. i wont feel drowsy and sleep the whole day.
3. i can go out without tissue paper.
(i'm like sneezing every now and then. ARGH! irritating)

okay i got to do my fuel cell presentation now. sian.

SICK

2008-05-17T21:10:00.002+08:00

hi people. just back from dinner.
finally get to touch my tablet!

mon to thurs... fuel cell. we learnt abt voltage
and some other electrical stuff. interesting.
my chem fuel cell experiment failed.
i think it must be the wire's problems
coz everything is okay accrding to miss sim.
thurs... assemble the fuel cell.
it's fun with chia li ard, w/o her it's so quiet.
chia li is so strong! haha... inside joke.

friday. at home. fever, flu and sore throat.
visit doctor lee. haha. he's always so cute!
he is the nicest doctor. i hope he nv retires.
haha... sleep sleep.
have been sleeping for more than 15 hrs a day.
today woke up rather early.7am.
back to sleep, from 2pm till 6pm.
dinner outside. homed.doing ss.

so not bubbly

2008-05-12T22:22:00.004+08:00

hi people here's an update on the weekends.

friday night went to reflection IX grease. haha.
it's was so fun and cool la. i spotted one eye candy.
so handsome la. hahah.. too bad, he's taken and
accrd to someone, he's retarded la. so nvm. jk.
acs barker is like freaking big and
they are like super duper rich.
you can see it by the thickness of the flag pole.
anyway the concert is totally cool and interesting.
i'm going next year again. haha.

oh and saturaday. went for TJ band concert.
initially i didnt want to go... but
last minute have to cover up chia li's duty
so i have to turn up in the end.
i enjoy the stage band. i was freaking tired
throughout the whole concert.
imagine to stand on a 4 inch heels for 5.5 hrs
which is from 4.30 pm to 10pm. killer man.
walking ard in heels is still not that bad...
but to stand! omg can die sia. haix.
anyway when the concert ends,
only get to chat with ashley and justina
before my mom and bro picked me up.

oh on sunday. i woke up in 11am.
almost cant walk properly coz my feet hurts. ARGH!
okay. i didnt know that it's mother's day until
i ased like my sis. okay i know that i'm a big retard.
so i asked my mom what she wants... and her answer:
"just be a good girl and everyday will be mothers' day"
so sweet right. haix.. i dotn know why am i such a lousy daughter.
anyway happy mothers' day mommy. i love you k.

yup.... so today school ends pretty late for me.
haix.. i hate it man. the teacher demand us
to complete a poster and submit by tmr.
wth.anyway manage to finish with chia li.
homed with nicholas, iyn yi and ashley.
i think i'm sufferring from bubbles phobia.
nicholas kept blowing bubbles into my face!
and he tied the string of the bubble solution bottle on my wrist.
omg it's super frightening la. okay. i now declared that
i hate bubbles that are blown into my face!
i will snap, smack, slam, slap, punch, whack those bubbles!

bore...

2008-05-08T22:46:00.007+08:00

Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential

You are precise, orderly, and realistic.
You tend to get to the point and get things done.

Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step. Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines.

What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out.
You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

You Are a Banana

You are mellow, easy going, and a total softie on the inside.
People find it really easy to get along with you. You suit most tastes.

And while you're very sweet, you're not boring or ordinary.
You have an attraction to the exotic, and you could show up anywhere... doing almost anything!

You are spirited, energetic, and a total kick to be around.
You're also quite funny. Your sense of humor is on the goofy side, and it fits you well.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

You Are a Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.
However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.

You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.
You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

Your Expression Number is 7

Very intelligent, you are usually thinking, introspecting, or analyzing.
You have a good mind, and you are especially good at finding out the truth.
Very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding.

You tend to obsess over wisdom and hidden truths.
You are likely to become a authority on any subject you undertake.
Operating on a different wavelength, most people don't know you that well.

Very logical and rational, at times you tend to lack emotion.
So much so, that you often have times coping with emotional situations.
You are not very adaptable - you may tend to be overly critical at times.

What's Your Expression Number?

What Your Peanut Butter And Jelly Sandwich Means

Your eating style is reserved. You are a bit of a fussy eater, and you have very specific ways you like your food prepared.

You have an average sweet tooth. While you enjoy desserts, they aren't exactly your downfall.

Your taste in food tends to be quite eclectic and wide. You are an adventurous eater, and you like many types of cuisines.

You're a self loathing middle class person. You act a lot classier than you are, and you secretly feel like a fraud.

You are a tough person who isn't afraid to live life fully. There isn't a lot that scares you.

You are a pretty easy person to please, but you do have your own little personal quirks. You're far from neurotic, but you can be a little picky at times.

What Does Your Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich Say About You?

You Are Electronic Music

You are energetic and expressive. You love feeling alive.

You never get sick of your favorite things - they're what makes life special.

You don't take tradition or conventions too seriously. You live for the future.

You enjoy remixes and re-interpretations of things. Life is about making improvements.

What Kind of Music Are You?

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Accepting

No matter what a friend says or does, you try your best to understand it.
And your friends feel like they can tell you anything. You don't judge.

You know that friendship is a journey - with a lot of ups and downs.
If you and a friend grow apart, you get over it quickly... and leave the potential for future friendship open.

You tend to have many friends from many walks of life. Anyone you meet is could become a friend.
In fact, you are especially interested in people who are a little different than you. Seeing life from another perspective is something you cherish.

Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else with their secrets
You really can't be friends with: Dogmatic, stubborn people
Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."

What Makes You a Good Friend?
hhaha... see.. i'm a nice friend k. haha.

You Are a Grilled Cheese Sandwich

You are a traditional person with very simple tastes. In your opinion, the best things in life are free, easy, and fun. You totally go with the flow. And you enjoy every minute of it!

Your best friend: The Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich
Your mortal enemy: The Ham Sandwich

What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

You Should Play the Violin

You are highly intelligent, and mastering difficult subjects never intimidates you.

And while you may not be musical yet, you have a good ear - and you're sensitive to subtle differences in music.

You are dedicated and studious. You have a great work ethic. You study well under a teacher, and you don't mind repeating tasks or following instructions.

Expressive and moody, you are very likely to convey a variety of rich emotions through your music.
You are definitely a passionate person... passionate enough to truly love the violin.

Your dominant personality characteristic: your high intelligence
Your secondary personality characteristic: your sensitivity

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

hey i have the potential to be a good musician!

You Should Date A Swede!

You're a romantic, albeit an understated and practical one. It's more about a steady partnership for you, not unrestrained falling

Your Swede will give you the unwavering love you crave while making up some mean pancakes and meatballs on the side!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

heehee... wow...at least i have a swede

You Are a Bit Prissy

From time to time you can be a princess, but these days, who isn't a little high maintenance?
You know what you want, and you're definitely not afraid to ask for it.
(Just refrain from having a temper tantrum if you don't get your way!)

There's nothing wrong with having high standards... as long as they're occasionally low enough to allow spontaneity and fun!

How Prissy Are You?

You Are Low Maintenance

Otherwise known as "too good to be true"
You're one laid back chica - and men love that!
Just remember that no good guy likes a doormat.
So if you find yourself going along to get along...
Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight.

Are You A High Maintenance Woman?

hey who say i'm high maintenance?!

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy

While a relationship sounds nice, you're strapped for time whether you're legitimately busy or just making excuses...

... You don't give men enough of your time.
As nice as "instant love" would be, there's just no such thing.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

haha... i think i'm really too busy for myself. heehee.

You Are 7 Up

Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly. But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!

Your best soda match: Diet Coke
Stay away from: Mountain Dew

What Kind of Soda Are You?

BIRTH CONTROL PILLS

2008-05-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

hi people. i'm quite bored now.
coz....school have started to slow down.
and i'm so not used to it.
looking at the pile or stakcs of revisions and stuff
just make me feel like puking seriously.

anyway i'm have my period now.
and it sucks like crazy! i cant even sit properly
i guess the best thing is to stop mensuration once and for all
yet i still can have the ability to give birth.
that's like so damn freaking cool.
hm.. i'm thinking of birth control pills. haha...

school day is fine. presentation is okay.
ms cheah was in a rush so she helped me
to summarized my presentation. not much of talking.
ms bian class rocks. she's like one of the nicest teacher
even though she cant teach like really fantastic.

oh well... i did some blogthings.

You Are Muesli

You are broad minded and cosmopolitan.
Your tastes are varied and numerous.

You like many types of things. You definitely aren't picky.
The only thing you can't stand is being bored.

You're the kind of person who can't have the same breakfast often.
Your breakfast is unpredictable, unique, and very varies.

What Kind of Cereal Are You?

What Your Feet Say About You:

You are pretty average in your expressiveness. You can express yourself well, but you don't always want to.

You are a somewhat passionate person. A few things get you very fired up, but you're usually pretty laid back.

You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it.

You don't fall in love easily. It's hard for you to connect to people, and you don't have many attachments.

You are not afraid of anything. You are brave and courageous, even when most people would be terrified.

You are intellectual and philosophical. You are more concerned with thoughts than action.

You are a fairly hard worker, but you are also a little spoiled. You like indulge yourself every now and then.

You are easily influenced by other people. You're quite impressionable, so you should only be around people who are a good influence.

What Do Your Feet Say About You?

Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you vastly prefer being with others to being alone. You love to engage people in conversation.

You are good with your place in the world. You are confident and comfortable with who you are.

Your gift is relating to other people. You don't hide from your own emotions, and you are good at drawing other people out.

You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you.

It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

The Personality Test at 35,000 Feet

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are sophisticated, modern, and high class.
Your taste is refined, but you are not picky.
You are often the first to try something new.

You are fun loving, outgoing, and very social.
You love meeting new people and celebrating.
You can be a bit of a fair weather friend. You don't like bad news or drama.

You love being around people. Friendships are important to you.
You feel lost when you're by yourself... so you tend to avoid being alone.

The Chocolate Oracle

Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body

You're secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers
And while you may have been hurt before, you've bounced back
You're generally happy with your life - and no one's grass is greener than yours
One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference!

Are You A Jealous Woman?

You Are Mostly Secure

In general, you feel confident and together.
But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure.
Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually.

So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!

Are You An Insecure Girl?

TA open hse

2008-05-04T13:23:00.003+08:00

hey here again. i'm lazy-ing at home.
let me sum up the last two days.

friday is school as usual.
pe was horrible coz tennis sucks.
tried to slack but failed.
i want to play soccer!
health checkup. math. bio.
stayed back in school till 6pm.
preparing for open hse.

saturaday is TA open hse.
not enough slp! :(.
reporting at LT2 was horrible.
thanks to some idiot.
anyway my first guest is a family of 4.
the sister of the bro(the one applying) is a TA3.
the bro is no so keen in the programme,
instead the mom is more interested.

oh well. so drop my guest at TRC. break.
slacking ard the school.
haha... saw kejian. terry stupid shit one la.
frame me. wahliao. haha
went stage area. johnathan heng singing.
haha he good a nice voice. he's so cute la.
went to lib to eat ice cream haha.
anna and terry playing with helium air.
anna sounded like some looney tune character!
haha. running away from ms cheah! AH...

helped teachers to carry stuff back to staff room.
haha... breathe in the air in the room coz
the air contains answers for JCTs! haha.
we will for sure aces for all the test!
got a free green apple for helping.
homed.slp. tv. slp.

hm.. actually i have some video on the helium gas part.
but i cant upload on blogger coz blogger stinks.haha.
trying out with youtube. bb.

DISTANCE... no longer a factor

2008-05-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

hi people. just came home from
janel's pre-birthday celebration!
haha. it's fun. but tiring. my leg are sore haha.
hm.. it's worth it after all. haha

this morning meet janice at mrt at 10am.
the whole grp of us are suppose to meet at 11am.
because they come out with a forfeit for the last person
which is to put on hello kitty sticker ard vivo,
so we're like super early coz
no.1 i dont want to hello kitty person.
no.2 janice has a bad reputation(and she really has)for being late.
we reached at habour front 30 mins before time.
everyone else is late. jesslyn act cool again la.
she wear her usual jacket and only bring along her wallet.
LXQ is the latest haha. oh well cant blame her la.

shopped ard. ended up in toys'r'us.
haha. i saw dr lim li and her son. so cute sia.
they are going home liao. went ard playing with all the toys.
oh.. i just found out that i like soft toys with big butt!
haha. me and LXQ spotted one cute little chubby kid.
we stalked him la. i think his mum and dad know abt it
coz his mum purposely walk her and there.
we're afraid that his mum will caught us or call police...
so we hid behind the shelf or pretend to be playing toys.
haha.. he's really cute. they whole body is round! wow!

lunch at LJS. lunch talk was nice and funny. haha.
played and took pic at the playground. continue to shop.
decided to go GIANT coz jess was so sian.
me, lxq and janice wanted to get janel sth.
got jesslyn and tingke to bring janel to lala.
got a big trolley cart... throw in lots of snack.
we end up giving up on it.
we just went to body shop and get a present for janel.
it's like a super long way back to find jess and ppl.
in order to save time and energy...
i have decided that we should take the "service" lift.
we late found ourselves somewhere in the carpark
and finally at the smae place - the body shop. wth man.
okay... haha... i just the "service" lift is not doing a good "service"
that's why we're lose int he mall!
haha... okay. but it's quite funny.
past janel her present and went to the rooftop.
playing with water. freaking hot man. the water is warm!
sit under the shelter, chatting and camwhoring.
haha... left the place with a candid shot of the 6 of us.
thanks to a nice auntie and also jesslyn for sucking up to the auntie.
haha.... no la... jesslyn is being nice lor.
sometimes a word of kindness could be
something that brighten up someone's day.
developed the pics and then to candy empire.
so cool. the chocos looks really nice and tempting!
ARGH! no sampling?? omg ... that like a sad thing la.
i was actually looking ard the place see if anyone is there
becose i'm so tempted to steal one to taste... BUT
omg there's like a stupid security guard there la. wth man.
parted and farewell. haha...
took mrt home with the janice, lxq, jess and tk
got to see a real life gang fight. it's frightening!
finally reached home.
haha i spend my day from 10am to 7.30pm going out!
so cool man coz i have send 9hrs with my dear friends.
haha... i'm going to miss everyone!

oh well... it might just be like what janel said...
"even though we might be split up,
but it's all up to us to take the effort to meet up"
the physical distance that separate us does not set us apart.
it's the distance of heart which is so close that bring us back together.
ya... janel, me and tkgs ppl might not
live near, meet up or contact one another often,
but it's the effort, the will and the sacrifices by each member
that allow us to gather today and spend this special day together.
i guess this should not be taken for granted
coz friendship these days are rather weak,
in fact we should appreciate whatever ppl have done for us
and cherish wat we have with us, esp our friends.

thanks for making my day and bringing me joy and laughter.
it's one of the most meaningful outing in my life.
thanks ppl. i appreciate all.
you're all are the best.you girls rock and i love you all.

what day is today?

2008-04-30T22:57:00.003+08:00

hi people. i'm now at home instead of mega hse function.
haha. i'm lazyto stay in school. oh well soo......
guess what day is today?
a) last day of april?
b) 30/04/2008 . duh!
c) the day before labour day?
d) wednesday?
e) mega hse function day?

okay.... the answer is...
option A? yes you're right.. but so what if it's last day of april?
option B? yes! you're right again! even an idiot knows that la!
option C? haha. you got it right. so are you getting ready to give birth??
option D? refer to option B!
option E? you're correct! but... so what? i dont give a damn abt it.

okay the answer is none of the above!
haha... anyway the real answer is....
it's the day before 1st of may! my birthday month!
okay i'm like so happy now!
haha... tmr is janel's birthday.
oh... i'm going to count down soon. it's 53 mins away.

the hectic week has gone! so i guess i have to start planning
what to do during these few weeks.

enjoy myself for TA open hse and mardi gras.
complete my physic w.s
prepare for JCT HCL compo writing. (i have no idea why i put it down in my list)
prepare for LA presentation. (most likely on tues)
prepare for JCT HCL functional writing.
read up on fuel cell elective so i wont appear like an idiot for class.
during elective week, start to study LA first!(do notes and read widely!)
compile science notes and PRINT THEM OUT!
do more math problem sums!
check out when is the SMO and prepare for it.
check out abt the Rio tinto big science competition website.
tune the weighing machine 10kg heavier so i'll be motivated to do more exercie! most imptly DO EXERCISE coz i'm fat!
quickly arrange for all tuition meeting-ups.
eat at sakae, fish and co., NYNY and go window shop.
save lots of $$ for birthday and for shopping.
make checklist for shopping. make sure i dont buy anything that is not included in the list.
make a birthday plan for myself. dinner with all my friends together??(possible?)
get myself and sis a present coz i didnt really buy her a nice one and i know for sure that mom and dad wont give me present, they prefer $$.
pray hard that i can get my POSB card! which i dont think it will come true.
buy myself max. 4 huge bars of choco.*

* msg to james: dont try to be funny and forget abt the deal!
better get me my 4 series of cadbury gold choco if not
you will find out the consequences later for yourself!
dont blame me for being mean! since you dont honour your words,
why should i ? so see things for yourself then!

so school day was soso.
bio is good until justin freaks me out in class.
break was shiok! medical check up super fast.
math A! miss jiang! haha. chinese. lame but still quite fun.
lunch. discuss LA proj but nothing works out.
civiccs.waste of time! contact! fund management.
damn embarrassing sitting with terry shen la.
"AH! HERE GOT FREE GIFTS!" wth man.
i went shopping at TM with sis.
she treated me food. well... that's nice. homed.

food fair pic

2008-04-27T13:55:00.004+08:00

hey here's some overdue pic from food fair.

food fair!

2008-04-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

hi people. here again.
nv go to sch today.
slept till near 10am.
everything's fine today.

today korkor and sis-in-law came back from
their honey moon trip in US.
they got me a DISNEYLAND black cap. i guess it's very exp
coz meimei's watch cost them abt US$35.
i think they have spend alot.
they bought mommy a gucci bag. so envious right.
i think this is like mommy's 5th or 6th gucci bag .
went to food fair with mommy
coz she scared that i'm bored at home.
tons of food! i love the icecreams!! yumyum.
the cakes on display are very pretty.
free wine sampling. wow!
i think CASTEL is going to be freaking rich!
you can check this website out:
http://groupe-castel.com/
eat alot and home. sleep. cancel tuition.

i guess sometimes there's many thing
happening ard that i cant control.
maybe it's just time for me to accept it
instead of questioning abt their existence.
i cant deny that sometimes ignorance is a bliss.
but how can i always be?
humans are just some weird species.
too complicated, too confusing.
you will never guess what's the next move
and that's what make everyone so scary.

HFMD

2008-04-24T21:20:00.002+08:00

hi people. i'm currently watching tv.
haha.. finally get to rest.
okay... i'm not going to school tmr.

okay... today LA sucks like hell.
kena lectured by ms cheah.
okay, i dont mind if she scold us for being unprepared for class
but how can she scold us for something we didnt do wrongly?
nvm forget it. sometimes you just have to accept the fact that
not everything you do will be appreciated or recognise by ppl.
if ppl dont recognise it, i guess it will be okay
as long as i know that i have done my best.

che class and math class.
these are the classes that i find comfort in.
how much do i hope that life just revolves ard math and sci.
haix... just face the fact that this is not going to happen.

lunch and applied for early leave.
mrs koh let me home immediately when
zan told her that i'm suspected of
handfootmouth disease (HFMD)
coz i have some of those symptoms.
oh.. well, so went to see the doctor.
i guess i'm fine along as i dont develope any rash these days.
so got to rest alot haha.

anyway thanks terry, denise, anna, angeline
beiyi, terry shen, zan and darren for your concern.
i really appreciate all the calls, smses and stuff.
thank you. i feel loved. thanks.

quality time

2008-04-23T23:44:00.002+08:00

hi people. today is kind of busy
coz of some personal stuff.
but i guess i have enjoyed myself though i'm super tired.
i practically fall asleep once i sit on my bed.

so carreer fair was fun. many goodies.
terry damn kuaisu la. she went one more round of goodies.
haix... rushed homed to change for international food fair.
deny from admission coz i'm not wearing shoes.
how nice man... rushed off to east pt to buy a pair of new shoe.
it's pump! freaking ugly! huifen's theory again:
never wear pumps if you're short, fat or both
coz it will make you look even short and fat!
but due to special circumstances,
i'm "forced" to buy that fuglying shoes. wth right?
went back to expo to meet my mommy.
it's almost the ending liao. still manage to taste some nice food.
yum yum. esp chocolates. i practically drink a cup of chocolate down.
homed. settle my carreer fair's stuff. sleep. dinner.
TV + family time. LA. i'm in fuel cell! wow!

sometimes i just dont feel being at home.
it just seemed that there isn't a place for me in this house.
i just feel like going out and do my stuff.
there's no privacy and no silence.
i no longer have a decent place to study now.
should i one day make mac my second home,
it will really be a sad thing to know.
and i hope this day will never come for
i dont wish any of my love ones being hurt anymore.
let's work hard together.

I WANT FRIDAY!

2008-04-23T10:34:00.004+08:00

hi people. i'm having free period now.
wow... go for non-history-ers. yup.

a long way ahead to go for this week.
going to food fair with my mommy today.
hm... it isn't a public one.
i guess i will just bring some pics back
if phototaking is allowed.
anyway these days everyone is falling ill
and very ppl turn up for class.
not quite in the mood to turn up for lesson too.
i think i'm those type of ppl who is motivated
to go to school because of my friends.

i hope friday comes quickly!
i want to eat sakae and do some shopping.
haix... only hope that my birthday comes asap
so that i will have enough money to buy my stuff.
hm.. this week no group study in macs. so sad.
all my tkgs friends are mugging at home for MYE.
hope to see them soon. haha. isnt it this friday??
haha. ya...this friday. almost forgot abt it.

here's some pic from botanic garden field trip:

(didnt have many coz they aren't with me)

from the left hand-side: anna, terry and ME!

so cute right. pretty!

consolation

2008-04-20T01:38:00.001+08:00

tried. tired. give up. pack up. left.

tears are the only consolation for me.

HALF of EVERYTHING!

2008-04-13T00:17:00.002+08:00

hey.. ppl it's like really late now.
i should be already slping as what i have promised.
but i just bathed and i need to wait for my hair to dry.
so i'm blogging secretly hoping that my mom wont find out.

hm... yesterday night i was chatting with LXQ.
it's always great to chat with someone new or
friend whom you havent been talking for a long time.
there's endless stuff to talk about and it's really good.
it was a nice long chat with her.
it has nv been so nice talking to a person ever.
haha. i think i just miss talking to her too much.
oh well, i guess should call her more often then.

so this morning i'm suppose to go to MACs with janice
to eat McGriddle breakfast. but i'm too tired
and janice didnt pick up her phone.
so i slpt till 10 plus. woke up and breakfast-ed.
MACs... there's a downpour! i'm so drenched!
shit man! my whole pants wet la. angry!
i enter macdonald, i pushed the door.
SUDDENLY...
short circuit. all the lights went off.
EVERYONE is staring at me!
then a little idiot girl shouted:
MOMMY! you see, there's no light when she comes in!
WTH man. shut up la. i'm not a jinx can??
it's just an coincidence. anyway...
so everyone is practically staring at me, even the staffs!
shit.. what to do then?? i went need the counter and said sorry.
omg. why am i always saying sorry for nothing that i did wrongly?

mugging with janice. slept for 45 mins in macs coz too tired.
joyce joined in. eat wanton mee outside.
went to fairprice to buy junk food. it's really funny.
there's a baby in the trolley at the counter.
he's really cute and he stared at me! wow!
9 pm... janice siam liao. 10am.. joyce and me went crazy.
we're craving for waffles but all the place is closed.
so we are making a scene at the counter.
ME: i want McGriddle??
CL(counter lady): sorry.. that's for breakfast.
ME: can i have breakfast now?
CL: i'm sorry, breakfast is only served from 4am to 11am.
ME: can i make breakfast start from now??
CL: i'm so sorry, the breakfast making machine is not ready.
ME: omg...
(discussing with joyce what to eat)
JOYCE: 2 McChicken.
ME: OMG... can you hear my crying??*laugh*
JOYCE: no!
ME: can't you feel my sadness?
JOYCE: no!!
ME: omg! i'm so sad now! i feel like crying.
CL: you can lean here.*pat on her shoulder*
okay... actually i needs her shoulder very much.

so homed at 11.30pm. showered and here i am.
haix.. only dont half of LA research report,
half of reflection, half of math assignment,
half of ss podcast script. and many halves.

PINK SUCKS! SO IS SCHOOL!

2008-04-11T01:44:00.001+08:00

hey people. blogger sucks.
coz i dont know what's going wrong with it.
anyway i'm here to post.
i just finish LA and physic.
hm... still have chinese to go.
but just decided that i need to take some break.

oh well...so today was all that fine.
except LA, physics and after school
LA sucks. we're doing extra work, yet worse grade.
that's so whatever man.
physic is not a very nice one.
but i have to admit it' my fault that
get myself into such situation.
i'm so sorry ms choo. i let her down.
i know it's my fault and i cant blame anyone.
moreover i'm still the physic rep.
i hope that i didnt hurt her that much
coz she's very disappointed.
after school... is going crazy.
coz i have no running shoe, so i borrowed vivian's one.
oh ya.. it linked back to the revious night's story...

kenny the hc guy smsed me
kenny: hey, i'm kenny from hc. pls report to sport complex
at 5pm for your 1.5km run.
ME: huh?? but i lost my running shoe!
KENNY: oh no! what is your shoe size?
can you ask your friend to lent you?
i will oso help you to ask ard.
(see.. he dont get my hint that i dont want to run!)
anyway back to today and the shoe thingy.
it's damn freaking hot pink colour! but so what??
who ask me to throw my freaking stupid sport shoe
in taiwan and have no time to get a new one?
i have no choice but to wear it.
it's feaking small though it's size 7.
fine! i know i have a freaking huge feet.
dont have to remind me of that.

meet denise in squash court. i took darren junior's shoe.
it's nice and comfortable. i want to steal it home.
haha.. i was screaming "fuglying"...
coz i just found out that my delta no.s tag is pink colour again.
shit! why must everything be pink.
anyway i didnt run coz i have dinner function to attend to.

on my way to dinner...
my mom lose her way in bedok. how nice? she's a road-idiot.
so being the smart kid of my blur blur mommmy,
i start to show her the direction...
it's like the cockeye leading the blind...
and we manage to get to the expressway.
see i'm so smart right! okay... dinner. homed.
kena psycho by anna to do filming for LA.
gtg for cheena.

OVERSEAS???

2008-04-08T21:19:00.004+08:00

okay people. i'm here to have a quick post
coz i'm freaking tired and i need to sleep asap.
i'm deprived of slp!

okay... so this morning is like OMG!
i hardly get down my bed! my limbs are numb!
coz i only slpt at 2 am thanks to ms cheah.
LA is so screwed! forget abt it. training.
very little ppl turned up coz now is
the period of intensive training for singles.
played match with my seniors. lost to all.
my seniors, esp jia hao, were nice today.
managed to gain some confidence after a few matches.
hm... i guess i have to brush up my skills.
homed. mommy fetch. daddy told me sth
which i know that i'm at fault.
i hope that it wont be a great attack to my mom.

this thing happened some days ago.
my mum was telling me some family stuff.
so she went on about how my dad is being so conservative,
expect me to marry in the traditional method and be a hsewife.
i'm like wth la. so this is what i told my mommy:

i wont do whatever papa wants me to do! it's so stupid.
who is going to wear like a big angpao to marry?
besides, this is 20th century! why must i become a hsewife?
i can go out and work if i like.*blah blah*
if daddy insist his way,then too bad.
i will just left the hse to stay in hostel if i get to local uni.
if i got the chance to go overseas, even better.
i will just settle down there, build my family and nv come back.
who will want to come back to such a place la.

accrding to my dad, my mom was so sad that she almost cried.
i'm sorry for what i say. i do not meant to hurt her,
but i just want to tell her how i feel.
i hope that i can do sth now to make her feel better.
i know these words should not reach her ears even if it's true.
or worst still ... it should not come out from my mouth.

anyway,my mommy feel like transferring me to a better JC
where i wont have that much stress and all.
but TJ is already considered as the slackest JC out of the top few JCs.
my dad told me that they MIGHT want to send me to australia
to study after this year coz they find
Singapore's education system is too stress for me to handle.
hey, i guess i need to prove them that i can have sufficient slp first
or... BYEBYE to TJ and my friends from next year onwards.
haix... i dont know what to say. i need to slp now.

GRP STUDY BUDDIES!

2008-04-06T23:37:00.002+08:00

hey people i'm back from group study! wow!
i'm ever that happy when i'm with my tkgs peers.

okay... this is gonna be a very short update on my weekend
provided that i need to res early tonight,
though it's not really early now.

i have been sleeping in my studyroom these few days.
more privacy now. reason: my sis's friend is having a slpover.
oh ya.. and also more freedom. my curfew now is ard 11pm plus.
coz my dad suddenly DONT allow me to study at home!
he chased me to MACs to study. haha. how nice?

saturaday, woke up in the late morning, breakfast-ed and
meet joyce to visit her tuition centre. i'm asked to go for a
one-to-one tuition first considering that i have a different course
and that my mum is expecting a great improvement
from a grade C to A by end of the year.
walked ard in orchard road(i havent been there since 1 year ago)
while waiting for joyce to end her tuition. homed.
washed up and off to grp tuition with 2 J.
haha. the two Js are really funny!
haha. enjoy every min with them. i'm so motivated to study.
hm...planning to have a june holiday
mugging marathon-cum-sleepover at JOYCE's place.
so fun issnt it? anyway homed at ard 11pm.
chatted over the phone till 1am plus.

today... tuition tuition and more tuition.
haha. early morning 8am! woke up!
first thing to do: create a livejournal and post.
(it's a private diary, so dont bother to search for it).
breakfast. math and bio tuition! slpt. study LA!
physic tuition! dinner... ate chicken wings and vegetable.
group study with JOYCE!
zonked out for compilling notes for LA. went for a swop with JOYCE.
i studied abt the middle east conflicts for her
and she helped me to compile notes. i love her SS book!

in fact i was very happy to have such
nice friends and neighbours like janice and joyce
whom i can hang out after school for mugging and chatting.
they are really the most wonderful people i ever know.
thanks for making my life so interesting.

oh ya... i notice that i have been seeing joyce 4 days in a row
even though we aren't in the same school now and
that we have very packed personal timetable.
i guess it's the effort and time that both of us put in
to make our friendship so longlasting and strong.
thanks for everything, my dear friends.
love you all, hugs :)!! cheers ppl.
all the best for your intensive revision for the next few wks.
oh... haha. i guess i will be seeing the 2Js tmr again.

I WANT TO BE A MOTHER!

2008-04-04T20:38:00.002+08:00

hey people. today is great, other than bio and pe class.

HCL. PE. mock NAPFA 2.4km test. wth man.
i'm wearing my converse shoe! kena blisters...
aww..so poor thing right...
hm... so Math test. i will pass this test!
see mr wong, he's wearing a polo tee today. so cute!
BIO. lunch with tkgs friends, the MOSSP people.
MOSSP people are really a group of cool people!
they are nice, sweet, kind, funny and cute!
they are almost wonderful group of ppl!
lots of lauhgters in BK. haha...
hm.. saw beiyi and andrea there.

back to school for common period.
it's some lame talk on IDE.
OCIP interview. base on the interview,
i guess my chance is rather small.
oh well, maybe just treat it as an opportunity to see
and learn from others how to answer qns in an interview.
listen to bedok town sec performing in audi.
went hsing song with terry and anna.
i'm so inspired to become a mother now!

Terry: hey there's pad over there!
ME: ah... you know what? i want to give birth NOW!
Terry: why? it's to early...
ME: i want babies! they are so cute!
TERRY: but who is going to be your husband?
ME: i dont want to get marry but i want to give birth!

(near the counter, saw condom)
ME: hey, will you rather i use condom or have baby?
ANNA: huh?? but they say it wont be that nice if use condom.
ME: hm... okay, but what do you think? condom or baby?
ANNA: CONDOM!

i think i'm a bit baby-crazy now. omg
haha. i find myself weird today after anna told me so.
she said that i'm behaving like a paedophile, just like KJ.
omg... i think i should just stop it cos
not only is it weird, it's rude to stare at cute little kids!
aww... but they are so cute! round round, chubby chubby.
i want to have a baby soon after i'm 21!

HUGS for darlings!

2008-04-04T02:05:00.004+08:00

Hey… today is such a weird day.
Many ups and downs.
Thanks to my dearest darlings…
JOYCE, MELISSA LEE and especially KEJIAN
for making my day. Love you all.

School was kind of okay until after lunch.
Coz my dining plan got to change!
Kind of disturb coz I have no one to eat with :'(
James, the lame one, together with Justin,
is trying to make money out of me!
JAMES: ah..huifen, you give me $10,
then I go city to eat dinner with you.
ME: hm… no way. Even if I have no choice, at most $5.
[bargaining… (you think fishmarket ah??)]
JUSTIN: huh?? $5? Okay okay, huifen I go with you!
ME: OMG NO WAY! I DON’T WANT! GO AWAY!
James was trying to say some offensive stuff to anger me
I lose control and threw a pile of newspaper on him.
Okay, I know I have bad temper k. but I will try to control.

So physics lesson is the one that
dragged my mood down like shit.
I'm kind of feeling uneasy already
becoz of all the dinner thingy.
Okay… so now I don’t know what's going on
And it started to rain (i hate raining days).
Emoing session. Darren was teaching me how to be emo.
Oh… he took out his emo-es(pen knives).
He tell me to cut myself with a small pen knife coz I'm a beginner.
Wth man. Okay… nvm… so I sit on the floor.
MS CHOO: why are you sitting on the floor??
ME: becoz I'm emoing.
MS CHOO: but choose to sit on the floor?
ME: do you have super glue coz I want to glue my butt onto the floor.

After lesson… went out dinner with KEJIAN.
I was not in the correct state of mind,
so I was kind of whinny and acting like a spoilt brat.
In a not-so-nice way, I'm throwing my tantrum.
YES... YES… so my brain was like switched off.
KJ: where you want to eat?
ME: I don’t know. You think for me.
KJ: what do you want to eat?
ME: I don’t know. You think for me.
KJ: where do you want to sit?
ME: I don’t know. You think for me.
KJ: how you want to go home?
ME: I don’t know. You think for me.

But oh well, still manage to do some catching up session with him
Coz haven't been talking or seeing him for quite some wks.
(in fact I cant rmb his face clearly until today I see him in sch)
those small chats are like short and nice ones.
Was feeling better after the dinner. Thank you.

Meeting up with JOYCE and MELISSA LEE in cityhall.
Melissa lee is a new friend I have made today.
She's a sweet girl who is sort of funny and entertaining.
Hm.. Anyway I was super happy to see joyce.
Melissa was complaining abt her Marilyn
(she named her huge pimple MARILYN).
We ran under the rain to VCH (Victoria concert hall)
The concert was so-so.
Hm… since it provides some time for
me and my friend to catch up with one another,
I guess it worth it la.
Melissa's mom fetch us home. Thank you.
Hope that we can keep in contact and
get to know one another better the next time.
Was sitting somewhere under the mrt track with JOYCE.
Talked. Thanks for the HUGS.
It's the most powerful thing on Earth that one can ever give.
Love ya. Thanks for being so understanding and all.

anyway before i end off, one last

BIG THANK YOU TO
ALL MY DARLINGS!
YOU MAKE MY DAY SPECIAL!
I LOVE YOU ALL .
*BIG HUGS*

Reply to tags:
LXQ!!: haha.. Hey darling, don’t be too worry. I'm fine k.
I will take care myself. I always rmb what you have said
"NEVER FROWN.. YOU NEVER KNOW
WHO'S FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOUR SMILE". Ya??
I will keep them in mind k. love ya. Anyway thanks for your concern.
Miss ya. Can't wait to see you soon. LOVE YA!

Vivian: hey! Thanks for your good suggestion.
I don’t think I need anymore emo class.
Darren can just cut himself la.
I'm not a pervertic to do this kind of stuff. Haha.

HOME

2008-04-01T21:47:00.002+08:00

hey.. i'm now studying math.
okay today is april fool day.
but i didnt play any stupid tricks on others.

this morning is horrible!
anna played tricks on me la! freak you la!
dont you dare to come near me for the next few days,
if not dont blame me for hurting you.
oh ya... nv eat anything that anna baked esp on april fool day.
she blended bitter gourd into her brownies cake. freak man.

anyway i was super tired for lesson.
doubles lesson of physic, chem and LA.
can you believe that i hack care mr wong and slept in his class?
haha... okay.. fine.. i admit that mr wong is like
so cute, funny and HOT! haha. omg that sounded so wrong.
okay... nvm .. i dont want to talk abt him anymore la
coz he belongs to ashley liao. fight over mr wong with me!
i dont want him liao. you can have him all you want.
homed. got my frameless spec.
my sis said that this spec looks good.

"i feel like i'm at home..." what a nice phrase right?
but i think i'm loath to go home these day.
i find home a very weird place, full of contradiction.
it's some place which i'm dying to go when i'm tired.
yet it's also a place that i dislike.
it's not the place which i want to stay in
coz of many restrictions
but it's the place where i need to go for
its easy access to everything.
maybe it's just somewhere that stores your stuff esp your bed.
home is just a strange place.
apparently i have no idea if i'm really at home or
just at some place where ppl gathered and
where beds, food, toilet and etc can be found.
when will i feel that i'm really at home?

an apology to myself

2008-03-28T21:07:00.005+08:00

You Are 89% Burned Out

You are extremely burned out.

You work too hard, and you're not getting the results you deserve.

It's time for a life change, as soon as you can manage it.

You're giving away most of your energy to something you don't even enjoy.

Are You Burned Out?

i guess it's maybe time for me to take a break now.
i dont have time for myself. i'm often doing things for other people.
i dont find a point doing so coz i get all kinds of nonsense for "reward".
i'm tired. i need rest. i need to find time for myself.
i need more time to catch up with my work.
i owe a sorry to myself.

anyway i hated this week like crazy coz this is the first ever wk
where i just scold f word like it's no big deal and almost in every sentence.
i'm ashamed of myself. i'm sorry to all.
i promise this will be the last time that
i will ever hear the f word from me myself.

today was super cool except for bio lesson.
oh... my specs spoilt! the lens dropped out.
i find a new home for it! the dustbin!
okay. so i'm visually impaired. i can't see.
terry is trying to insult me.
ME: hey, i cant even see the word on that t-shirt la.
terry: huh?? you can't read or you can't see?
wth man. haha. you think i'm illiterate??
all of them bought sajiko jelly drink. it's freaking gross!

so lunch time, canteen.
xuanzheng is officially BLIND!
(xuanzheng walked... bumped into terry!)
terry: ah, xuanzheng! i carrying hot soup
and you bump into me! want to kill me issit?
xuanzheng: sorry sorry... (bumped into vivian).
omg. i think it's time for him to get a pair of specs!

went for frankenstein movie. it's like so funny la.
JOKE #1: the monster looks like mas selamate when he runs.
coz both of them are limping when they run.
JOKE #2: Elizabeth looks as if she never sleep for 5000 years.
hm... maybe she should ask sleeping beauty for sleeping tips.
JOKE #3: the revived Elizabeth has cool bracelet and watch
becoz her hand is chopped off and sewed onto Justine's body.
JOKE #4: the house caught fire just because Elizabeth,
who is trying to kill herself by burning,
is running in zig-zag line in along the corridor.
JOKE #5: the monster kissed the revived Elizabeth...
terry said that if she's the monster, she rather kiss nicholas eng.
JOKE #6: Victor frankenstein was dancing with Elizabeth!
her head is swaying here and there as if
it's going to snap sooner or later
coz her head is sewn to Justine's body also!

chiong to body shop warehouse sales.
so many ladies there la. wahliao. so crowded man.
i was wondering why are the guys doing there for what.
accrding to terry... there are only 2 possiblity:
1. they are the husband, boyfriend, brother or cousin who are
forced by their ladies to go to the sales together.
2. they are ahgua, gay, or sissy.
so we bought alot of stuff. super cheap like crazy!
original price of those products is about 60 bucks (min. est)!
but sale price is like 20 bucks plus la.

oh today is my jiejie's birthday.
hey happy birthday k! i bought you
something from the sales!
all the best for your studies and the following year ahead.
hope you're enjoying your orientation now!

SILENCE is GOLDEN!

2008-03-25T21:46:00.003+08:00

hi people. today is so @#$%^&*(.
6 period of science classes.

have PE. run 4 rounds ard the track.
super tired after awhile. i guess my stamina has dropped.
i'm fat now! gosh! i got to do some exercise!
meet HOD of student welfare.
thanks to our dear friends(freak you man),
i'm now supposed to see the counsellor.
physics class. chem class.
oh ya... zan was being funny coz he kept saying that
he's my best guy friend. haha... maybe yes...maybe no(jk).
lunch opp school. double LA. screw comprehension man.
i'm like so tired and was abt to sleep when i read the passage.
math B. sian till die. almost fall asleep. SS!
miss bian rocks! haha.... i always love her lesson.
after school. rio tinto science comp training.
was so confused with all the physics terms like
angular velocity, impulse and centripetal...
omg i want to faint liao. but mr tan is definitely a gd teacher.
6pm! and class is finally finished for me.
and what does it mean?? it's time for table tennis training.
how nice right?? training till 8pm. sian.
the front gate is locked! walked the extra mile frm the back gate.
homed.

i'm like freaking pissed off today.
i dont know if am i the one who have communication prob
or is it the others. or maybe it's not communication prob...
it's EQ prob.

today is a commuication-disaster day.
apparently whoever i talked to
seemed to be venting anger on me OR is mad with me.
like what's up? i'm trying to made life easier and better,
and yet over here i got all the shit stuff.
kena all those freaking rude attitude and scolding.
you think it's nice? come on, everyone is tired.
pls mind your lang and control your emotions.
dont just vent your bloody anger on me for another.

i dont say vulgarities doesnt mean
i can't say or dont know how to say.
i'm just giving way to you coz i just want to get some peace.
seriously... at this rate that it's going.
i think i will be losing my communication ability some days.
if you think i'm the one with prob.
just come and tell me.
ya... maybe i should just listen to zan's advice..
"i think u should like keep quiet now".
afterall, silence is golden. this will bever be wrong in this case.

FRANKENSTEIN

2008-03-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

hey people. i'm so sian now.
i finished all my work. okay as in not all.
cos i havent finish reading the Frankenstein
and the stupid summary hw.

so i have been rushing my work for this long weekend.
guess what happened to me yesterday?
my mommy just decided to cut my allowance
for overtime usage of internet.
so i say NO and argued, that's like so obvious duh.
*negotiation*
final conclusion: if our miss Thian were to use
her PC tablet later than 10pm, her mommy, mrs Thian,
will cut her allowance for shopping or any outing.
if this doesnt work on her, she will be grounded.

okay so see ppl. pls dont hold me up after 10pm
coz otherwise, i will have S$0 to spend or...
even worse, kena grounded at home.
by then you will see a super lifeless girl
playing solitare over a million time,
rotting on the sofa watching TV, mugging with stacks of books
looking through all her phone list calling ppl,
or sleep all day long like sleeping beauty.

FINE! that's like a nightmare! it's so not going to happen on me.
hey i'm not deaf or what ... my ears are still working k.
"it's so going to happen on me
coz i'm going to break the rule for sure"
yeah wtv, i can hear that.

i totally have no idea why must we read FRANKENSTEIN.
it's not like it's some fantastic bk. it's just abt
this stupid dumb dumb called victor frankenstein who
invented a scary creature who goes ard killing ppl becoz
he want to take revenge on victor for abandoning him.
our oh-so-poor-thing victor decided to hunt this creature down.
on his way, he was injured and was saved by a guy called walton.
victor told walton his story and died. so the creature died too.
what a lame story man. it totally doesnt have any logic.

got to complete my summary hw...
though i hate it to the core.

quick one here

2008-03-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

hi ppl. first week of school have passed.
so rush. so wtv. so fun!
hm.. should just keep everything short.

so first day of school. first period...
HISTORY! so...
mum tell me to sleep more and
go to school at 8am. haha.
my mum thinks that it's okay for me to be late.
gave the ppl their candies that i have bought from them.
shared my jelly beans, of course.
i hope everyone loves them.
passed KJ his "special" present.
as expected, he's traumatised...
he took like quite a while to realise that the
box of stuff which looks like a sanitary pack is actually
a packet of marshmallow. that's so wth man.
half day sch! do proj. homed!

tuesday is a just normal schooling day. nothing much.
ended school like super late. no training. not feeling well.

wednesday... no school for me.
coz i'm not feeling well.
anyway thanks ppl for the concern, esp vivian for
sending the HCL O lvl slip all the way to my place.
i was just catching up with my sleeping.

thursday... yippeee.
school is super long. chem presentation abt screwed.
oh ya.. i just failed my physics test. haha.
but i won $1.50 and a meal coz
zan, vivian, beiyi and james lose their bet.
anyway in case you dont get it,
they bet that i will pass physics for 1 bucks and
i bet i will fail for 50 cents.
yup.. so after school rushed off to city hall to
celebrate nicholette and andrea's birthday in
NEW YORK NEW YORK!
haha. it's very filling. walked ard after the dinner
with terry, andrea and beiyi. home sweet home.
tried to sleep at night... but thanks to 2 "nice and thoughtful"
friends of mine, i only get to sleep at 1am
when the next day i have to wake up at 9am.
msg to the 2 of them:
FREAK YOU LA!

friday.... good friday.
went out with joyce and janice for group study at macs.
there's this weird uncle sitting behind us.
he kept staring at us la. it's super creepy!
just feel like digging his eyes out!
okay homed. dicussing with anna and terry
which place to go to for OCIP.
they are trying to brainwash me!
anna wants cambodia and terry wants yunnan.

reply to tags:
vivian: wth man. i can cook lor.who say i cant.
my home econs scored A1!
anna: haha.yay.. haha. i will write it down if i have the time k.
but i dont think i will like to write abt the night
when i have my low bllod attack. it's a nightmare.
leer: haha. hi my girl. so long since you last tagged!
how's life? haha. i have no time to search for new skin.
i have been quite busy these days.
haha okay i will put up some photos for you then.
but maybe next time??

3 wks of MIA!

2008-03-15T21:16:00.003+08:00

hi people! i'm finally back from
the 3 wks of MIA! haha...
so here is the update!

the first 2 weeks - OBS
haha. get my luggage packed!
bus-ed all the way to malaysia.
haha.there's a gambling den initiated by limeng.
edwin lose like 60 RM within the first 30 mins bus trip.
haha. maybe he just dont have the luck i guess.
yup... so get into our watch.
i'm in BERENBUN!
my instructor: NAZIM! UJANG! ALWAYS THE BEST!
watchmate: denise(haha. again!), huangcan, menglin, sau yee,
krystal(sp??), mag, jolene, lynn, yifan, melvin, james, limeng,
caleb, denie,johnathan, chuming.
admin stuff. lunch. me and denise had a new nickname:
i'm MILK and denise is CURRY.
coz both of us cant take milk and curry.
okay... so we went to our girl bunk. it's a wooden hse.
sharing it with ladang girls.
sleeping on the upperdeck next to denise,
which i couldnt sleep at night coz
there's a freaking huge insect nest there.
i went to sleep next to anna on the second night.

so sea expedition... obviously my partner is DENISE. W, the sailor!
the first day is great, kayaked for 45 mins and we reached!
haha. we made a new record! haha. pitching up tents.
cook lunch. ladang burnt a hole in their wok! scary man.
chasing monkey ard the place coz they want to steal our food!
they are throwing seeds and fruits on us!
went for rope activity. kind of scary but fun.
dinner. tried to cook some cabbage soup!
haha! I CAN COOK! my cooking rocks k.
bathed in a super dirty and ulu place.
it is a great day after all.

so next day, woke up. kayak again.
i hate it man. coz my whole body aches and i have sea sick!
edwin is bullying justina! haha.
felt like bashing him la. but there's plenty of jokes.
washed up and stuff. sea sick. i see things moving ard.
accrding to people, they said that i'm moving my body side to side.
they said that they aint moving, it's me the one who is moving.
okay. i dont know. maybe i did. maybe i didnt.

went for a trial trekking.
i'm the 2nd pacer with denise the first.
it's freaking funny yet irritating. lost count a million times.
haha. and huangcan is making fun of me. haha.
trekking the next morning. sian.
kena leech bite! freak you la.
got to our campsite very early. pitch up and cook.
kena heat rash! ARGH! bath in the bushes.
thanks to the girls for holding up the tent sheet to block me!
haha. so that night is a horrible night!
the next morning i just took a 30 mins bus ride back to OBM.
i'm so sorry ppl. but i really hope that i can trek back with you all.
at night, apparently everyone can feel the tension of the watch.
talked things out and we patched up! YIPPEE!

CIP service. nailing tables and chair! hey i can do it k!
dont look down on me. a stupid idiot snatched my hammer away.
freak you la. anyway it's fun and back to OBM. stock checking.
everyone is in a bad mood coz we are missing 3 compass.
each cost $80 RM, which is $40 SIN. haha.
went to PANGKOR for shopping.
denise and i did stupid stuff at the temple.
we did exactly what LALITA(ladang's instructor) told us.
LA(lalita): shout my name three times and the fish will appear!
denise, anna and me went LALITA! LALITA! LALITA!
omg. then the fish really jump out of the water.
okay so we went to tell lalita, of course.
just to find out that it's all abt a joke.
so BBQ nite! AWW... so touching and so sad.
packed up and home sweet home. so sad.

thursday afternoon, reported back to school. admin stuff.
mac-ed with terry, anna, beiyi, vivian, andrea and zan.
haha..we made new friends there. thanks to anna.
friday.went out with denise, terry and anna for shopping.
it's kinda of cool and fun. bugis. marina sq.
esplanade. TJ movie mania.
movie mania was not as gd as last year.
all i like is the choco fondue.
only watch choco factory and sleeping. homed.
pack my luggage. flying to taiwan.

TAIWAN! the 3rd week. taipei is the best man.
auntie luo and uncle cheng(friends of my family)
brought us ard the place to play and eat.
on the second day, their sons accompanied us ard.
the older one called ya ge,
younger one called ya mei.
they are like nice ppl. they are very funny. haha.
went to a very cute nice candy shop.

went to tainan the next few days.
those place are not as nice or clean as taipei.
but they have lots of nightmarkets.
okay. we met this guy who sells keychain
for 2 times at 2 different nightmarkets. kinda of freaky.
hhaa...we stayed in some unknown hotel that has a sex chair in it.
it just creeped me and my sis out la.
we dont dare to sleep at night coz like
who know what those people did when they stayed here.
maybe the bedsheet has some HIV or AIDS virus on it.

back to taipei. went to taipei 101 building.
it's freaking tall!!!!! haha.
went shopping. everywhere is LV, GUCCI, Dior...etc
sian. those stuff are like super expensive la.
a shirt costed abt S$100++ over.
not to mention abt their other products.
uncle cheng and auntie luo hosted us at
a high-class taipanyakki(sp??) restaurant!
the service and food is excellent!
oh did i mention that ya mei and ya ge are like super sweet?
haha.. coz my sis and i just mentioned that
we are looking for the harry potter's candy
and they went ard looking for it.
they brought it specially online for us!
AWW... thank you. love ya.
after dinner, went to some mountain for tea drinking.
called up zan. it's a freaking long 45 mins talk la.
the bill is like 70 bucks over. haha..
but my mum said that it's okay and she will pay. thanks mom.
amazingly i still manage to sleep after
drinking more than 20 cups of tea.
haha. so slept for 2 hrs and off to the airport.
home sweet home.

so here i am now. okay.
got to go off and settle my holiday assignment.

DENTAL WITH ZAN = DUALITY of ZAN!

2008-02-22T23:45:00.003+08:00

hey people. i'm so free now.
the school curriculum has ended liao.
FINALLY! phew...
haha.. but there's still projs and assignments
to clear up during this holiday.
but being the ever so productive HUIFEN,
i have finished my part for bio proj, math B hw 3,
half way through for cheena.
left with that STUPID LA book and chem proj.

omg... i'm kinda of sad today coz
it's like the last day with my group.
i'm going to miss everyone in the group.
they are like nice and fun ppl to work with,
not just workmate, studymate but also friends.
hey care bears! thanks for everything. i love you all.
i will miss our group. haha. coz we are the BEST GRP.

today HCL quite slack la. reading newspaper.
PE... IRON BALL! NO! it's SHOT PUT! hhaha.
the PE teacher made us do obscene actions.
MATH TEST! screw la. haha. oh well.. look on the brighter side.
walked past 24/07 class. they are having math test i think.
haha.. me and terry were dao-ed by mr ngoh... so sad la.
TERRY AND ME: hey mr ngoh!
*no reply*
TERRY: mr ngoh i like your shirt!
ME: mr ngoh you look so cool!
*no reply*
so embarrassing man. kena dao-ed twice in a row la.
BIO... ms de nv come...jocelyn tan!
haha.. so cool huh. having fun with mRNA and tRNA.
it's super funny with weixiang and james doing the explanation.
ended quite early. off to PP with beiyi, zan and andrea.
saw sau yee and ann yi on our way.

KFC-ed. shopped in PP. off to dental with ZAN.
OMG! ZAN is so evil la... haha. he doesnt want to let me
sleep on the bus coz he doesnt know the stop to alight.
i'm deprived of sleep!!!! haha. reached the clinic.
ZAN doesnt want to let me sleep on the sofa
coz he wants me to be deprived of sleep.
okay. anyway since i cant sleep and so we started talking.
ZAN is being so 'NICE' coz he dumped his bag on my lap
coz he said that his bag can act as a heat insulator
since i'm feeling cold. haha.
i think his bag will make my boobs flat!
oh... but you should wear his watch if you feel cold.
haha... you can feel his body heat from his watch.
it's damn warm! just a natural heater! so is his arms.
so in short, he's just like a heat generator machine!
okay okay. i know la... he's a nice person k.

haha....oops.. get back to the EVIL part again!
he occupied 2/3 of the sofa la! wahliao.
why you need so much space huh??
i also need space to lie down and sleep one k!
squeezed him to the side of the sofa.
it's a failure anyway.
waited super long before it's MY TURN!
haha... dr lim is like a tooth fairy. haha
she's very motherly. more motherly than any woman.
yes. yes. zan i can hear you from here. 2 more year! hahaha...
bus-ed 21 home with ZAN!

SMILE AS IF YOU HAVE NV SMILE BEFORE!

2008-02-20T23:06:00.003+08:00

hey people. i'm here again.
wow.. today super happy.

my mommy is like behaving like a little kid today
coz she can find her car handphone charger.
haha so she's kind of not in the mood,
throwing tantrum on my dad.
my dad is like a little boy la.
stroke my mommy's hair and stare at her.
so...i dont know how to say la...
so old liao, still like that.
wahpiang somemore in front of me la.

bio lesson..blahblahblah.
history! WOW! coz hist= free period now!
math A ...blahblahblah.
chinese... worksheet worksheet more worksheet.
i failed my chinese test. haha.
lunch. civics talk. haha. wrong place.
back to class. do notice board coz ms de is pissed.
contact time... blahblahblah.

AFTER SCHOOL! WOW!
TKGS! i saw LXQ! hey! haha
finally saw you! ahaha..
i miss you so so so so much too!
thanks for staying back to chat and stuff.
thanks for your letter. i'll cherish it. haha.
i feel like writing letter and pass it to you every week.
coz i think that letter writing is so fun now. haha
hm.. i miss those days where
i have to write lots of letters and
the excitement of receiving the replies.
but janice and joyce nv come.
no worry, i will still see them tmr if i have time.
coz i shall smile coz of LXQ said so. ya?? haha.

went to watch squash friendly match with MJ.
quite okay. left after lee tat finished his match.
it's pretty cool. but not anymore
when i see him and his sweaty shirt.
homed. SS. wow! LA tmr.
haha. i cant wait till friday to come! WEE..

SOURCE OF ALL PROBS

2008-02-16T00:17:00.003+08:00

i'm the source of all problems
i cant go out with my friends coz i have a very screwed up life.
i cant take control of my life coz i let someone to be in control.
i cant talk to anyone becoz my timing is always wrong.
(like excuse me? who will want to talk to a
super annoying girl at 11pm to 12am
sacrificing your slping hrs?)
i cant handle my emotions coz i'm a weakling.

i feel so unwanted these days.
no one want to talk to me, not even to listen.
no one give a damn to me, believe me seriously..
feeling so loser now. i guess it's not abt wrng timing coz
how on earth can everyone not available when i need them?
it must be me the one with probs.
i guess the type of ppl are not the same everywhere.
and it's all my fault for not being able to
adapt to all these difference in life coz i sucks.
to be frank, i dont like the type of ppl in TJ. they arent all nice ppl.
tkgs is a better place with better and nicer ppl,
and ppl whom you definitely can depend on and rmb FOREVER.

i guess i'm so annoying these days
coz i cant control my mood.
it's always out of control.
there's too many ups and downs
in a day for me to handle.
so is it for others yet i didnt spare a thought for them.
yup... i'm being too sensitive to ppl's words
yet being insensitive to other's feeling.
it's always like "I", "I" and "I".
i know i'm too self-centered and all.
i only know how to add on to probs for others
haix.. i dont know what to do now.

why am i so annoying?
why am i so so insensitive?
why am i so weak?
why am i so problematic?
why am i behaving like this that
makes everyone shuns away from me?
why am i acting like a stupid loser?
why am i the source of all prob?
why cant i just simply make life easily for everyone?
why cant i just do my best in making ppl ard me happy?
why cant i spare a thought or two for others?
why cant i just disappear from the world?
why cant i just keep all my negative energy to myself?
WHY?

i feel like leaving this place for good.
escape to some place where i can start everything afresh.
may it be a short period of time like
a week or two will also be good enough for me.
i dont want to see the world. it's too much for me, not the world.
coz afterall i'm just the SOURCE OF ALL PROBLEMS!